have u ever wonder wat does my nick
'little ger looking for candy'
actualli veri simple..
alot of ppl thought real candy..
it's not.
candy refers to happiness..
the happiness is not just in a bgr relationship.
but in all relationship n everything in life
n it's veri hard n almost impossible to achieve
it's something which everyone would look for wat?
part of it melts....... just recently..
y?
i wonder did i do the wrong thing........
to mi some things.. r to b kept secret coz some ppl veri kpo de lor...
keep asking n asking..wan to know everything
which i hate alot
blog is open right? tat's y got the right to put wat is there n not right?
n my design =.= has been around for a year lor..................
info i never updates.. even link i never update.. then haiz.. kanna accuse =X due to it haiz
then friend liking another friend is ok right? tat liking is netural liking lor
i admit recently i like a guy, a friend like..
i like him alot seriously..
coz he got have common interest u see..
u know he love anime, drawing.. those stuff...
though got alot ppl who love it.. but can talk alot of craps with him
so comfortable..
someone like sri.. i miss sri alot..though she know in sg le
but... haven got the chance to meet her
her wedding reception haven even held yet=.='
he accuse mi over the blog n the liking =.=
*faint.. haiz.... i almost cry out when i see the sms
but i was in FJ with chin boon ..control..
then talk to chin boon.. to stop myself
but in lab.. dunoe y can't stand it...
topic 8 i never listen a single thing at all
haiz..... i just cry out softly..
chin boon notice but i just told him nth..
then tell him on msn.. i afraid if i tell him face to face.. i might cry loud then everyone knows le...
anyway.. i forget to say thankz to u chin boon..
glad today jo away..
otherwise i might just like tat cry....
i dun remember i cry in poly.. b4 =.='''''''
haiz.......
y he dun even wan to listen to my explaination..n assume things
assuming can kill someone
just now in the bus on the road..
i did have stupid thoughts.
was so upset..
haiz....
starting holiday.. which is the last paper.. is gd..
i go out..eat with yt n xq
then catch movie with xq n ss
nice n then
i plan if holiday i can't get a job i would ask him to teach mi drawing...
i see his work..is so much better than mi..
i cannot do shading ma
tat's y i like him alot ma =.=
simple right haiz...........
my blog design i do over n over again .. dun seems to get wat i wan =.=''''
decide to draw.. some stuff my self.. but haiz.. lose the mood to draw again ba..
i never know which info u never update..
ppl would assume u fake ppl...
this is bad..........
haiz.... 1st time crying over a friend..... i hate this....... haiz
wonder would he ever think abt it..
or just this relationship gone
xsilkx blogged on 5:01 PM
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lol
exam week right?
everyone study hard sia=.=
i just can't fix my eye on my notes lol
but glad so many can fix lol.... ppl like bro they all fixed till forget my birthday lol.. interesting .. but jiahao n jeff those oversea all remember lol...
tat's veri sweet =)
but birthday not tat important la...
hee =) mr ong.. also remember lol.. send mi a email
xiao qi study till blur with dates ... nich also =.= for nich dunoe is it purposly lol
got myself a nice bag from a korean shop .. i love it from the 1st look lol
seldom see mi love a bag so much =p
tue..went out with shafa, azura,jo.. lol. they spend alot lol... haha
haha.. so cute.. tat's when i saw tat bag..
no one get it for mi so i get it..
on friday
heee friday.. meet tian ben nich =.=
i bought the bag.. hee i take money from one of my kor =)
hee mi so thick skinned=.=
nich 9+ then reach =.= shop closed le la
no need to take neoprint=.=
nich seems happy =.= tat idiot lol
actualli ben n i suppose to eat dinner with him.. but then we decided dun wan
lol so nich just come =.= nth to do.. lol we all wan to go home..
so he's the shuffler lol
his family car lol...
he so lame.. he nearly forget where he park his car =.=
reach his car... his bag at back seat lol.tian ask him put behind he say ugly lol
veri cute =.=
on the way.. haha jammed at lavendar road=.= why?
actualli got nth much
jsut tat ppl veri kpo..they slow down their speed n see wat happen tat's jammed =.=
weird la.. tat road normally indian fest then jammed like hell
then u can heard nich keep 'wat kao' dunoe how many times haha
he always 'wat kao'
n we have mini speaker behind our seats lol..
tian n her frien singing along to the radio which's playing forever love lol..
tian reach her home le .. then nich craps =.= he knows where's my place la =.=
disturb mi sia.. bad bad lie to mi lol.
then beat him lol...
he so bad.. big bully...
haha craps on way to my house lor..
i tell him where to turn lol.. starting i forget to see the road lol..tell him wrong things lol then u -turn again lol
haa.. 1st u turn coz he see wrong lol..
2nd is mi lol
then straight all the way n turn left.. then tell him where to stop hee..
he's shocked.. oh i live there =.='''''''
idiot him lol.
but thankz to him for the ride lol.. sweet of him lol =)
sweet la.. but he's bad .. wolf in hidden in sheep lol
jk... Nich u better dun read hor lol..
then i play game awhile.then sleep set alarm 4+ am wake up i realli wake up
then boy call mi hee.. he finish work le.. talk talk =) happy
he's bad heee but . .... ... ... lol
never study play haha
boy work at kbox bar =.= night shift lol no company mi chat
hee bored... =X
okok.. night night. crap somewhere else =D
~siao siao hui today =P
xsilkx blogged on 1:12 AM
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sometime.. i realli wanna sneak out at night..
go to the beach.. n enjoy the breeze which i love alot...
soar to the sea which i give up on going due to my problem
wondering.. where it is going ?
weird.. y would i ever even thought of it.....
it's driving mi mad =.=
never been this.. n never wanna b like this
how can ppl avoid this kind of thing
most time can't
coz the other party dun even care much......
or is it.. due to some unwanted party's appearance cause the confussion
out of so many.. till now.. onli this kind of problem headache to solve
why is it tat hard?
is it never try?
it can't b
already trying till i wan to give up =.=
those who know mi well know i veri seldom give up..
if i give up on something have reasons behide.
but this.. i dunoe wat's the reasons...
coz i tired of waiting? tired of this n that?
wat a bad excuse if tat is going to b the answer...
human always take things for granted..
but sometime mayb never show..
mayb should shown once in a while then others know..
but on the other hand.. y must show to others , right?
complicated ?
this week i must cheer up ... haiz. but my tears gland won't listen
just love to produce tears out =.=
got something to cut it ma?
i realli wanna cut it to stop the droplets dropping
--confused hui
xsilkx blogged on 2:13 AM
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k...
nearly forget my user name n pwd .. hahaa
actualli so many things how to blog...
also lazy to blog
the gd the bad =.=
bad seems more than gd lol..
but... aiya .. exam coming.. finish it off lol......
i haven got back my mood n feeling to draw lol..
die le ~
haha
xsilkx blogged on 6:07 PM
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