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someone who's actually
very a simple and cheerful ger,
but dun test her temper.
currently studying in NYP!
in DIT =P
ya also.. single but not available lol =P
Birthday : ~+ 14th of sept'1986 +~
Email : ~+ sxh86@yahoo.com +~
 (this is to contact mi & also moi email to friendster)

Favourite things to do :
╬ going online
╬ chatting
╬ watching animes
╬ drawing
╬ playing games

Former schools: Xinghua Pri & YuYing Sec

**f|o0d h3r3!!**




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{ A ] drian
{ A ] manda
{ B ] ernadet
{ C ] hin Boon
{ C ] hio Hui
{ C ] hloe
{ C ] hun Wei
{ D ] avid
{ D ] ickson
{ E ] strella
{ E ] velyn
{ F ] lannery
{ H ] eston
{ J ] amie
{ J ] eslyn
{ J ] osephine
{ J ] un Hao
{ J ] un Wen
{ L ] erelyn
{ L ] im Pin
{ L ] i Ting
{ L ] ynn
 { M ] axwell
{ M ] iko
{ M ] ing Yen
{ M ] ojo
{ P ] at
{ S ] ean
{ S ] hao Hong
{ S ] ky
{ S ] tephanie
{ W ] axxx
{ W ] ei Ping
{ W ] inson
{ Y ] ating




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..:: my LIFE ::..

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{Monday, July 26, 2004 . xxxheartbroken againxxx}

this is madnesss
he did it again
i forgive him cause he said tat one is his frien using
it might it might not
but after today..... i wondered
do he realli love mi.....
somehow i feel a barren when i 1st saw him today
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i feel i dun understand him anymore
he just......disrespect mi....
i thought he says wan to come over company mi
tat would b just enough
wat he's thinking.....
touching? i already said tat to him when i 1st noe him
i dun like tat
it's pain...realli pain.
i noe he's in bad mood
he told mi he will b happy to see mi
guess nt ba
both of us veri naive.........
i noe he's not feeling well..and angry tat he's out of ndp cause he's not well yesterday
dunoe wat tat officer doing
but..... does he have to put everythign on mi
he got noe how i feel or not
i always wondering how he feel
i noe he's angry the way i react but can't blame mi right
he hurts mi alot... i love him.... but i still feel the pain
ppl say love and overcome...
but hor i think sometimeit doesn't
one might say the love is weak
its not....
u can love and hate the person at the same time
i wan to touch and feel him again
but no more
though how much i wan
no more..... he's not the one for mi
i heel over for someone who dun realli care abt wat i feel
it's all the same for all my ex
haiz


xsilkx blogged on 7:37 AM

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{Saturday, July 17, 2004 . xxxheartbrokenxxx}




Just when i thought my heart was safe
You make mi fall in luv all over again

No matter how i try i just keep on falling in
luv all over again





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we chat again tonight but it's the last time i guess
he says never again it's dunoe how many times
i thought he is a understanding guy but the reality shows its ugly side
nono..his ugly side... haiz
i cried again but glad a gd frien just happen to call mi
managed to cheer mi up
somehow i'm stress... i dunoe y i'm trying hard to b prefect....
dunoe y.. tat's werid..it's something i never done b4
but why i'm doin now i dunoe
 
even in school...
lucky those who realli noe mi is not in my sch
i'm unhappy == veri lor.....glad p is not here or m or s, zy,sab
they're those who able to read my unhappy mind
i always cover myself up
i'm trying hard to learn alot of thigns 1st cause i wan to spend time on my own stuff
ppl say i never teach them...haiz
can learn urself de ma.......
y everythign ask.. dun understand just ask those questions
asking all seems weird to mi
r they students in poly ma.... though it's just 2nd week of sch
meaning they always like tat in sec sch
then wth those ppl get better grade than mine in o level.....
i was damn angry with ppl saying just anyhow craps can pass geo
i got so lousy grade for it..1st time... wtf  is tat
how dare they like tat say
if like tat... they also..so say anyhow do also can get wat
tat's how i started at 1st..then noe abit more here and there
i'm damn upset my result's poor
i admit i never study but mayb i wasn't fully concentrade on it ...
coping with mental break down....
though it's not related with studies....
 
ppl are just weird la
it's not i dun wan to teach also...
i'm just a beginner too lor..i may b clever..cause i go try ma..arbo i always sit at com there for wat
        
 



seeking luv  Posted by Hello


xsilkx blogged on 3:46 PM

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{Friday, July 16, 2004 . LOL^^}

haha..currently in sch now man...
leture never come wor
hahaha.... so lame.... hahah
no lecturer wor ^^...
lol... haha..
yating... doing CMS while mi typing here heheh :P
bored bored bored bored bored..the sch is lame
lol
lame lame
now using my 2nd a/c of msn to caht to classmate..though we in same room
hahaha
too bored
then change main a/c not much ppl here lor
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
bored bored bored bored bored bored
lol...crappings here sia.......
actualli can do projects... meaning.. mi........ have to stay in sch still... suppose can go home early de.. but they say...got relief lecturer
so far still MIA..he late for 46 mins le lor hahaha.....laughing likehell
hahaha


xsilkx blogged on 12:19 AM

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{Wednesday, July 14, 2004 . :(}

zzzzzzzz
sobsob........sad....veri sad
yesterday didn't get to meet a friend (call him JD)
then today suppose to meet another .... this one worse
suppose to meet...3,4 times ALL FAILED WTH
i forgive again and again coz those reasons seems ok lor
then after those previous incidents
call him can't find him...then only recently he contact mi
his frien took his hp
VERI LAME LOR>..his frien never sms mi tell mi my frien's not using his hp lor....MAKE MI SMS SO MUCH FOR WAT SIA
then today

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just now he called mi>>> WTF HE SAID HE JUST SAW MY SMS...i SMS HIM 2 hrs ++ AGO LOR>>>>FARKING LAME
i dun believe him..he says..he never lies..
mayb he did
cause MRT exits so many...but one would wait at the MAIn part...think he go wrong..but so cute ah... i say i 6 end...but how he call around 9 ha? siao right. haiz
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad dunoe wat the hell happen haiz...............................always like tat de.....i hate meeting ppl......



xsilkx blogged on 8:41 PM

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{Monday, July 12, 2004 . photos}


with yoke ling ^^ Posted by Hello ^^ sotong...using Merry chRistmas when it's not^^



LOl hahah o.o'
those pic are taken last sun
with YOKE ling!!!... one of my gd friends ^^
noe her at the long term holiday after O-level
she's pretty and cute hor
hahaha
onli last sun then return her VCD...they sleeped at my rm dunoe for how long sia ahhaa....

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actualli the pic shouldn't b 2 person...should have 4 person de...
1stly dear eve can't make it..cause need to do OT
then ah long say can go then on the day need to baby sit =.='
veri poor thing hor lol
she so young already become 'auntie' le so envious of her sia
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both mi and yoke ling wearing poker dots blouse.. so coincidental lor haha... but the photos..can't see tat clearly..cause hers smaller one ^^as usual...gers go out... comfirm buy things lor...haha... we went hereen buy alot (actuali is she haha, i sabo her spend money de ^^) ling bought a nice blouse... mmmm under 'oxygen' brand... haha she wears comfirm so sweet... then veri unlucky =.=''' my shoes spoil.... hahaha .. i was wearing sort of 'boots' la... the heels tat part came off =.='' madness sia haha....

at 1st it's one side..then the other also came off... haha.. then fair lor.... to need to hide... didn't buy new shoes somemore cause it's my favourite shoes..been with mi 4 2 yrs le haiz... remember bought it at M.A.D n this cause mi mad lol...jkjk..^^

so i'm walking around in ORCHARD with almost bare foot lor..LOL...for a whole afternoon... just a thin material cover my feet!! haha...i tihnk i'm mad..haha...frm hereen go far east take neoprint ..then far eat to taka eat japanese noodles ^^ o yi n she !! , frm taka to cine..(happen to meet J QUAK) at cine saw a cute machine... which can help design nails de ^^ haha pay for 4 get one free...we look at a auntie make lor... haha... then see see... then we *gone ^^ walking down to PS to look for glue...dunoe where to buy ma...7-eleven like dun have lor...so lousy or my eyes siao ahhaha also at same time go ghouty there take NEL lor...haha company ling ma..she lives in sengkang while mi hougang..can la...hahhaa...

time pass so fast~
we plan to meet together with long this time... hopefully ok LOL




xsilkx blogged on 12:49 AM

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{Sunday, July 11, 2004 . ^^}

hehehe so happy today ^^
shao hong help mi up with this blog
though i onli no3 him for 2 days onli
noe him frm www.wholivesnearyou.com

somemore live realli near mi..haha... and he's my friend's cousin
tat's something real cute ^^
haha say abt him later la... just now him onli hehe ^^

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today he tok to mi online ^^ been some time never talk...kind of miss him
feeling kind of confess.. he says the feelings to mi still the same
somehow feel happy and sad
i miss him too alot.... wonder wat he said is it truth but whether true or not i think i better dun noe ba.... i can't fall in love again
it's pain pain sobsob :(

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xsilkx blogged on 10:55 PM

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Express yourself dun fear




She was not pretty. But she had feelings.. One
day, she felt in love with a guy. A guy she really
had a crush on. But she realized that she was not
pretty. So she kept it deep inside her heart..

She was not pretty.. Knowing this, she still
approached the guy she admired.. Upon
approaching him, she asked his name and
asked for his number.. They came into contact
with each other..The lady was so happy
and she felt nice talking to the guy..

She was not pretty.. She had to remember this all
the time.. She knew she couldnt say out her wish
to the guy.. However, one day, she took up the
strength to call the guy.. When she was about to
pick up the receiver, the phone rang.. It was
him..Her crush... Her guy of her dreams.. he asked
her out on that night.. There was no reason for her
to say NO.. That night, they went to a restaurant
for dinner.. She was not pretty..This was proven to
her at that night..When the guy told her that he
had a crush on another lady. her heart was
crushed into pieces by her own crush.. but she
didnt say a word.. She knew it.. She was not
pretty~!...

She was not pretty.. and she knew she wont get
her guy of her dream.. So she intended to help the
guy out.. She took the guy to the lady whom he
had a crush on..After a week, she saw the guy
dating with the lady.. She knew that there is no
more hope for her.. She was not pretty.and this
made her loose her love..sHe just kept her feelings
deep inside her heart..But it was okay for her..as
her love was happy with the lady he loved..

She was not pretty..but maybe her powerful love
brought her guy back to her..One day, the guy
came all the way crying to her..he said to her that
he lost the girl,the girl play timer and dumped
him..he was all in tears and didnt know where to
go..

She was not pretty.but she loved him.. She wiped
the tears off the guy and gave a warm hug..The
guy felt the warm feel gush through his nerves and
touch his heart deep inside..he realized that this is
his true love..

She was not pretty..but she found her love
finally..and she was happy ...