*
d
A
t
A
*

someone who's actually
very a simple and cheerful ger,
but dun test her temper.
currently studying in NYP!
in DIT =P
ya also.. single but not available lol =P
Birthday : ~+ 14th of sept'1986 +~
Email : ~+ sxh86@yahoo.com +~
 (this is to contact mi & also moi email to friendster)

Favourite things to do :
╬ going online
╬ chatting
╬ watching animes
╬ drawing
╬ playing games

Former schools: Xinghua Pri & YuYing Sec

**f|o0d h3r3!!**




*
L
I
n
k
z
Z
*

xXxD3aResTsxXx

{ A ] drian
{ A ] manda
{ B ] ernadet
{ C ] hin Boon
{ C ] hio Hui
{ C ] hloe
{ C ] hun Wei
{ D ] avid
{ D ] ickson
{ E ] strella
{ E ] velyn
{ F ] lannery
{ H ] eston
{ J ] amie
{ J ] eslyn
{ J ] osephine
{ J ] un Hao
{ J ] un Wen
{ L ] erelyn
{ L ] im Pin
{ L ] i Ting
{ L ] ynn
{ M ] axwell
{ M ] iko
{ M ] ing Yen
{ M ] ojo
{ P ] at
{ S ] ean
{ S ] hao Hong
{ S ] ky
{ S ] tephanie
{ W ] axxx
{ W ] ei Ping
{ W ] inson
{ Y ] ating




[O]t h3 rs ***


moi photos!
Friendster!
My School!
GUNBOUND!
wholivesnearyou



..:: my LIFE ::..

July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006


{Sunday, May 29, 2005 . back to sch}

back to sch since wed =.='''''''
kanna back tat position lol
nvm abt it
tat's bo pian thing

see my orientation photo with the freshies^^ 1st lol.. taken the last day^^


1
2 3 4 Mi & azura ^^

then thur.. went back to sch to settle the payment which my juniors kanna the wrong price indicted Lol
so those ppl..had bought IT1111 earlier than wed .. lucky u wor. lol
the price is supposed to b $6.80
so my poor juniors has to pay some money back ^^

then help the doris at the printing shop..
she's stress up le wor..
jojo's mummy...
she wed OT i remember....

thur i help her awhile, then settle the maths papers..
then i run off to meet yokeling, eve, long..
i late for.. 45 mins =.='''
then long even worse lol. i called her. she just woke up..
suppose to have a ktv section. but
eve has to leave early so...
called off it..
so we end up walking here n there ^^

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com Image hosted by Photobucket.com

hehehe =D taken b4 eve went off to airport
going to buy some clothes.. i haven got any lor.. *sigh

then on friday i miss out the outing with the group 12.. the group . i happen to make friends with ^^
sweet guys.. bought their ogl present lol.
y my class never lol..
jkjk..
alot of ppl thought i part time in sch =.=''' where got
lol. just help help onli..
if part-time should join the library.. *sigh...
should have join hor.. nvm.. dun think i have time..

then hope to see everyone ^^
sch's tomorrow..
n =.=' my designs haven done =.='''
off to do~ tata


xsilkx blogged on 3:38 PM

.

{Wednesday, May 25, 2005 . long " weekends "}

lol..
the so called weekends is from sun to mon lOl

sunday -- vesak day
omg gotta up at 6++
then prepare stuff ...
hopping on a cab with my family.. to the temple there
this time selling stuff for fund raising

quite fun ^^
then i end up selling flower
it's so cute.. n beautiful...
hehhee...... =D
but i sell till afternoon LOl
then i went home...
waiting for ah boi to call.. but.. he never call =.=
n when he call i wan to sleep Lol..
so end up rest at home

monday -- sentosa outing
lol
now i am red =.=
my skin haven cool off lor.. wan to cry le. Lol..
ok la.. fun with them ^^
veri fun ^^
lol.. surprising. still can swim Lol
i abt after o level swim.. tat time got problem
=D
but tat water is damn dirty lOL

sadly i have to go home for dinner..
mummy wans de lor..
zzzzzzzzzzz
then miss the fun lor.. of meeting up with the bro,sis they all =(
still have chance to play.. hehe

then for today.. busy. cleaning up lol..
=D
then... sleep n sleep. Lol
then heard naggy from mum again.. saying y so red lol
mummy ah.. so naggy lol

*signing off


xsilkx blogged on 12:43 AM

.

{Saturday, May 21, 2005 . happy happy}

yoyo..
sorri so long never blog.. alot to say..
so this.. entry.. veri long lOl

i wan to thankz.. everyone. who make the orientation so GREAT =D
LOVE u all ^^
i from dunoe how to spell orientation.. to noe how to spell
coz i keep spell it =.='
n sorri to those.. something pop up. creating problems..
some are my partly my fault..realli sorri
but.. forget all these bad stuff.. remember the good stuff ok?

got to noe alot of ppl lol.. freshies.. lol.. some even other class ^^
even get to noe .. someone same birthday as mi ^^
remember exchange presents hor lol

here u go for the storys~

...
18th of may

wake up at 4++ do drawing.. but destroy it. haiz.. it's a gift lor
haiz.. coz i fall asleep and draw across it..
nearly late to meet stanely, totake cab to fetch gloria.. n chunwei..
wow so early wor...
onli sleep at 1 am like tat.. LOl.. coz... calling. the freshies ma

everyone get the thigns ready..veri fast..
then some freshies come early =.='
all get ready for them.. then i go sit.. at my 1st aid tat area lo.. lol
sit there.. keep ask chris n jon to catch ppl back..
coz some ppl.. go washroom never say de..

hehe.. then finally get to see my freshies.. lol.. of coz.. better looking than photos...
say 'hello' to them.. everyone.. recongise mi..coz i call all =(gab bully mi)
then.. 2 more added to my class.. to a new strength of.. 20 freshman...

starting.. zhi yong.. keep disturb mi lo.. saying boring.. show.. n stuff. blah blah..
finally.. all done.. go for the campus.. tour...
i onli show.. the blk L. then i left.. leaving. gab do the rest..
went off to help bro ^^
the.. food =.=' mmmm hot hot.. lol
ok la.. dunoe y.. auntie. COOK so much. we order.. correctly she over cook Lol
so lame

then. do wat.. =.='
get back to them..then.. =.=' i forget le
ah. i remember.. they go for lecture again Lol
then we went to .. level 6 but.. i veri suan..
canot go into the room..lol. due to some reasons..
but in the end.. they can go in. then talk to them
then their mentor.. come.. is mr simon seetoh ^^

do some work for him la ^^
he's veri nice.. but still spell my name wrongly again Lol

but sadly no game for them.. coz sudden rain Lol
(ppl.. ya mouth dun anyhow say thigns lol)

...
19/5
meet everyone.. at mrt control station.
but... so sian.. wait so long no bus..
when bus came .. no space..
take taxi =.=' gab.. u haven pay mi Lol
so i was late for abt 5 min ++

then i was thinking.. go for pc survical guide 1st.
but then i was stop by a lecturer lol
so i noe changes are made..
lucky mi

so lecture 1st then pc survical guide lOl
the pc survical guide.. is fun n crappy lOl
=D
wei ping help mi LOl...
tat's so sweet.. thankz alot lol

the fire drill Lol.. jialat la..
alot of ppl get caught in the rain.. we have to dash into the shelter lOl
then go into.. wet weather plan lOl
(actualli wei ping was right.. should go into tat plan ealier lOl)
then 2 gers left...
game time.. at blk E
wasn't kind of fair.. but IT's just a game. lol
so everyone plays it ^^..
tat's end the day

...
20/5
final day ...
glad i got onto the bus.. :P i wasn't late ^^
but something sad happen tat day.. let's skip tat
n the last day is the lamest day...
n the touchest day =X

my whole class learn to b as lame as mi =.='
wat lao.. can bth Lol..

then so touch.. Lol.. all noe i eat dinner damn late de lor..
coz have to company them so i can't eat...
then reception the gers take food n let mi eat lol..
so sweet of them ^^.. thankz u gers..
the food yummy wor ^^
coz of this.. i didn't miss the show at all Lol...
one of it..with joshua in it.. Lol.. in the 90sec of frame
he got the 3rd prise.. so proud of him ^^
n he even ask mi open his prize ^^
ten.. he so sweet.. share it with all his classmate

the finale show.. was great.. n the ending.. all ogl n excos on the stage..
huggies n hand shaking.. all over the place..
it's so sweet..
nearly wan to cry out le..
but.. glad.. everythings.. seem better than we thought..
=D

then.. today
21/5..
rest.. alot..
then went out with my own korkor
happen to see my favourite junior ^^
so long never see him.. since i left sec sch..
he getting more handsome ^^
=D my korkor dun recongise him le
coz tat time.. he came my hse b4.. is abt.. sec2 or 3 lol
n heard one of the greatest news...
they got silver ^^
weeeeeeeeeeeeee they improve.. tat's so great.. hehe
canot let other look down on us..

ok.. gd night ppl...
i off to rest


xsilkx blogged on 11:17 PM

.

{Friday, May 13, 2005 . durian days}

kkk. mum naggy...mmm
everyone would say normal la..
lol..
actuall it's normal la..
but my mum alot worse la.. Lol...tat's the problem lOl
though.. i remember my sec sch teachers said mum will care abt it
*sigh....
somemore IS pasSIOn for so many thigns.. kanna trash by her..
tat one called caring???
i think to a certain extent lol..

well well.. put tat.. aside..
today.. home.. got durians to eat.....
from daddy mummy lol...
can see. actualli mummy wan mi to b at home often...
she cook.. one of my favourite soup.. on tat day i never go sch
(Actualli plan to stay home to do some stuff=P
she thoughts i will %*#($)%$)$_$ at home lOl)
she hor.. bad bad de..
lol...

then after durians session.. (i haven eat dinner tat time)
talk abt something.. spooky.. lol.....
noe quite alot of stuff.. but not sayinglOl..

then today.. lol.. notice i made some lame mistakes...
sorri to yee chin.. raji...vignesh Lol..
ahhhhh..
sorri wor.. raji and vignesh.. wrong spelling
yee chin.. wrong sex.....omg he's a guy..
the name dun sound hor..
then noe a ger..called ahzula... right>?
right spelling ? LOl..
blur blur.. but she remembers tat i help in the open house lol

today such a crappy days..
those with mi.. will noes =P
haha..
then ah ger.. jo.. so blur like sotong today.. Lol..
then richard bro..
ai yo..suppose take pic with him. never take..lol

mmm then.. tat lady at blk L... LOl
today run errands for her ^^..
she's jo god ma ...
haha.. learn how to do abit stuff ^^
free time.. help her abit ba....
she cut her. finger =.=''
so careless.. n.. doing the work.. herself..
while other.. ppl at the bookshop.. mm
more ppl...
but glad they help her..
btw.. ppl.. i saw one of the module.. notes lol
FOR IT ppl.. yr 2...
mmm the pages are printed.. single page.. due to some reasons(lazy to explain)
not sure tat one .. is the whole set ma but....
it's totally.. 116 pages LOl..
quite thick LOL...

then just now talk to mum.. i going out with.. yokeling, eve, and long.. after the whole thing of orientation ^^
she's ok lol.
weeeeeee.. i noe them.. 1 yr ++ le wow.. from working somemore ^^
weeeeee...
dunoe y.. love them alot.. especially eve ^^.. just love to dote one her..

then.. haha..
got the presents ready.. while.. yesterday..go print tags.. and do my other stuff.
haha..
then i realise.. alot of ppl birthdaylOl
buy those "related" to mi la lOl
i going broke broke le lOl..

watashi suki ichigo desu =D
sore aikou anime


xsilkx blogged on 11:01 PM

.

{Wednesday, May 11, 2005 . =( kanna locked =.=}

mmm everything's almost ok le..
but now.. came mummy into the screen
*sigh......
how come she never ever.. realli listen to mi
somore this time.. i realli change my tone talking to her

she's complaining.. y keep go sch..
y be free labour and stuff
omg.. she dun even.. noe.. this kind of things comfirm got ppl do de ma
then she say y should i b the one..
now.. asking mi to put off everything..
already done so much then ask mi put off.
sec sch. tat time..
learn kayarking for wat...
blah blah.
coz of that..
she last time.. already agree to let mi in the water sport..when i go poly
then suan suan la.. after o level i got skin problem
she against it like ma..
understabale but i still angry with her
i never even show out lor =.='''
it's somethign i love alot lor.....
yet giving up.. for her.. omg =.=''

make mi regret.. so many things i never done at all lor..
though this time. not much big events.. but..
still the same somehow

she has her right to angry...
but..... canot just think of yaself ma..
must think of others too..
tat's how i feel abt life..
y.. she has to onli care... like so selfishly..
i noe.. she was actualli sad n worry..
keep seeing mi late home.. then go out early ..
the others also the same
then she would just say.. care abt yaself.. dun care abt others =.=''
but... everyone is the same wat..

then she say.. if u never find a job then rest at home....
y keep go sch sch
but.. i miss the friends i made.. over the camps and preparation

sorri tat.. i never pick up her phone.. my hp in silent mode ma..
how would i noe..
then somemore realli suan. hp low batt...... =.=

realli feel bad.. she wait for mi to come home..
b4 she went to bed..
coz she noes i was feeling some stuff.. recently again =.=''
haiz...
wondering how to tell her..
i wanna to go to sch.. tomorrow lor...
i wanna to hear wat's up from the cc.
and wanna print out.. stuff..
and tomorrow shirts...
tat's all..

realli envious ppl who can just talk to their mum
n their mum will listen to them.
n do their favourite stuff together
wan to fully enjoy my stuff also can't...
coz will some how worry abt her..
sigh....
thigns she dun like... everytime i suan suan i like
i love outdoor she loves indoor
she expected us to like tat..
tat's y.. ah kor..worried abt no gf =.=''

mummy then say.. let fate.. decide
but sometime the fate is there..
and yet.. sometime ppl let it go .. like tat lor

mummy mummy,
i noe wat the hell u r thinking.......
but do u noe wat we thinking?
u onli noes we onli siao abt funs and stuff..
but do u ever .. listen to how we feel...
i dunoe how to ever..tell u how i feel..
when u never even wan to listen..

we already growing up le... can't hold till like this
somemore.. haiz.. i remember.. tat time she hospitatlise
at her confussed state... she confessed..
she fear one day.. losing us..
haiz... i noe everyone.. every mum will feel this way..
but always letting her..
also veri bad to myself right?
mummy i care.. but can u realli care abt my heart ma?
my passion.. my thoughts... my everythign
n my tears...


xsilkx blogged on 2:04 PM

.

{Friday, May 06, 2005 . stress.. tired.. sick.. happy.. confused.. relax.. wth =.='}

veri stress.
then.. m tired.. =.='
actualli dunoe y stress.. coz mayb have my own other stuff to add on =.='
sick.. not enough rest ba...........
also due to the weather...
then sorri to sam..
run away to help friends.. sorri ger

then happy.. with ah boy..
watch 'House of wax' with him
the movie.. quite gd...
so gross till i can't stand it.. LOL.
u see the blood in the movie..
i think i 1st time.. can't stand it LOl
u see how they kanna cut =.='
i can onli say WOW.. and OMG.......
so digusting.. haha
kanna scare..
then can see mi scare scare ( 1st time lor )
sigh.....
at least.. get my mind out of many stuff
then ANDREW =.=' ya sms la =.='
the show almost end.. then ya sms pop in lol
dun give mi break :'( jk =P

then confused.. abt something.. someone....
=( wat am i thinking..
right now i dunoe wat i thinking
in confused state

then just now confess to 1,2 friends la..
haha.. still dunoe =.='
i think i need rest.... hahaha..
but........
i think i just go rest......

*signing off


xsilkx blogged on 11:10 PM

.

{Wednesday, May 04, 2005 . long time. no great fun. haiz.. too bad jos wasn't around}

today..i would thankz.. some great new friends....... which i had made
over the camp eagle and the preparation of orintation =D
they made my day today ^^
they are:
Richard, ChunWei, Wei Ping, Gloria, Sandy, Mardina, Bobby & last or not least Pat ^^
too bad.. Sandy and Mardina.. leave early

the rest of us went to play pool ^^
=D
fun fun..
wow.. richard.. U BAD lor LOl..
1st time..play.. wow so pro LOl
then. mmm BoBBy my SENSEI ^^
sorri wor.. make u teach mi.
i realli too long tat i can't even hold things properly lOl
or aim striaght LOl
2 yrs.. seems so long wor lOl haha.. *the time i never play pool la

next time. must play play together wor..
then take cab home with chun wei and gloria...
=D 3 share is cheap ^^.. just $2 dollars each lol......

then Jo.. hope u feel better..
next time. hope u join us ^^

this sound as fun as the pals
but.. mm pals..all different sch.. sometime veri difficult..
i do miss all my pals friends...
wish everyone get gd result.. i off to bed =D


xsilkx blogged on 12:59 AM

.

{Sunday, May 01, 2005 . boring ~}

wow..
haha.. so many things
veri seldom stay in sch till so late
company some of them do their proposal though not my part..
company them lor ^^

getting veri sian n tired.. abt alot of thigns around
even the games i used to play =.=''
so boring..
where's the spark in life?
dun even have one Lol

got any ma?
lol..
intro?
have wat sia?
*sigh

1st project.. sux..
haha.
then haiz........
then. boi boi.. dunoe how to do with him..
the other i noe. but him =( dunoe wor
happy, sad, felt troubled... etc.. all the mixed feelings

and somebody helps mi..
y i start to feel some unwanted presence..
omg..................

sigh..
this holiday sure so busy.
bill went up.. things goes up..
*faint..... bank goes down =.=''

can't shopping.. veri sian haiz...
but did have some funs......
4 ppl. squeeze.. at the back of a small car...
went out.. to print..stuff.....
have some nice chatting with others..
got some nice friens ^^
keep disturb and suan some ppl LOl
right, jo?

lol... haha. after orientation.. we go out.. look for present. for someone ok?
hehee................
u noe who i mean lor........
and.... mmm result comign out in wed ^^
hope i did well LOL..
let's pray ^^


xsilkx blogged on 10:00 PM

.


Express yourself dun fear




She was not pretty. But she had feelings.. One
day, she felt in love with a guy. A guy she really
had a crush on. But she realized that she was not
pretty. So she kept it deep inside her heart..


She was not pretty.. Knowing this, she still
approached the guy she admired.. Upon
approaching him, she asked his name and
asked for his number.. They came into contact
with each other..The lady was so happy
and she felt nice talking to the guy..

She was not pretty.. She had to remember this all
the time.. She knew she couldnt say out her wish
to the guy.. However, one day, she took up the
strength to call the guy.. When she was about to
pick up the receiver, the phone rang.. It was
him..Her crush... Her guy of her dreams.. he asked
her out on that night.. There was no reason for her
to say NO.. That night, they went to a restaurant
for dinner.. She was not pretty..This was proven to
her at that night..When the guy told her that he
had a crush on another lady. her heart was
crushed into pieces by her own crush.. but she
didnt say a word.. She knew it.. She was not
pretty~!...


She was not pretty.. and she knew she wont get
her guy of her dream.. So she intended to help the
guy out.. She took the guy to the lady whom he
had a crush on..After a week, she saw the guy
dating with the lady.. She knew that there is no
more hope for her.. She was not pretty.and this
made her loose her love..sHe just kept her feelings
deep inside her heart..But it was okay for her..as
her love was happy with the lady he loved..


She was not pretty..but maybe her powerful love
brought her guy back to her..One day, the guy
came all the way crying to her..he said to her that
he lost the girl,the girl play timer and dumped
him..he was all in tears and didnt know where to
go..

She was not pretty.but she loved him.. She wiped
the tears off the guy and gave a warm hug..The
guy felt the warm feel gush through his nerves and
touch his heart deep inside..he realized that this is
his true love..

She was not pretty..but she found her love
finally..and she was happy ...