omg tat boss damn too much
saying all those words
sI CB la.. =.=' today dunoe say how many times le
1stly abt moi studies then responsiblity =.=
some adults thought they noe everything.
give peanuts expect alot..
so mean.. and selfish.. and wan the best
tat's so stupid
nvm abt him.. IF i can't get my pay
complain to man power le lor
si cb *oops
haiz
then at home.. CLEAR books
lol after o level i haven clear lol.. so many stuff
so many thigns
ya.. i find some love story i loved.. which i found online and i printed it out
ithink i will type it out ^^
practise my typing lol...
hahaha.. dunoe still got the file ma lol
later then check lo..
oh boi.. some ppl are so gd.. no matter wat u did they always b there for u
thankz ppl (hope u all noe who u r lol)
though today i'm sad
but haha.. chat up with my old friend -- wayne lol..
feel happy lol...
he's nice la.. realli gentleman...
ahha.. can crack alot of thigns together lol...
hope to see him soon.. haha.
and he happen to got something from tat AnimaXtion Fair
haha he work at expo tat period ma.
then happen to get somethign lol..
somemore lost contact but got back ^^
weeeeee... can't wait to get tat gift lol
coz i miss tat fair lol
hope thigns.. will b fine on friday.. goin to teokong
for my kor's POP ceremony ^^
korkor de squad is tat ah beng got the best cadet..
well he's veri gd la.. lol
although beng beng ^^
can't wait go shopping with kor
xsilkx blogged on 11:56 AM
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OMG.. =.=' jay today at HMV =.='
hahah i sick till blur blur..
onli remember yesterday and fri his concert
tat's y i feel damn weird..
OMG!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh
hahah
ok nvm today been listening to SHE new ablum ^^
love it but it's KIND of too short lor
i love the track number 3
it's a trans eng song right?
lol -- everytime right.. i love tat song lor
one of my favourite song..
mmm the lyrics.. can say of my feelings lol
hahah.. i realli hate ppl say sorri to mi ..
i mean some how.. if they did say tat i will either damn upset or damn angry de lor
those who say it to mi b4.. experience it right lol
ya.. the track 3 lyric
http://lyric.boxup.com/gb/music/lyric/2004/11/4914/79191.htm
go have a look at the lyric..
well.. ppl always do things wrong.. or make ppl fall in love then say sorri
this is veri BIG problem lol
actualli wat i'm talking i also DUNoe lol
ai ya.. go grab S.H.E de album la..
haha.. I hope i can win the tickets of their concert LOl..
it will b damn cool.. LOL..
cause i calculate i can't over spend... lol.. otherwise next sem no money for moi to back up LOL
somehow i wan to say something but i think i better :X LOl
not everythign must written here right LOL
xsilkx blogged on 11:30 PM
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yo peers lol..today suppose to continue to edit my blog--this blog de
i think i do it after WED LOR
i haven PUT UP ALOT OF STUFF ^^
hahah spend whole afternoon kniting OMG>.<
today buy NICE MAGIC CARDS WOR LOl..
some gd one. uncle sell at
30cents wor OMG.. lol
cause uncle never play ma. he dunoe ma lol
i buy alot lol
haha although some MORe EXP la
some of the background DAMN NICE WOR
i see till eyes big big LOL..
i long time never play.. abt.. 5 yrs LOL..
but LOVE THE DESIGNs!!
actualli kor say see the cards onli
then i say buy then he choose alot =.='
SI ZHU!!
need to buy new wallet for kor
his one spoil spoil lol..
and hor GOT some nice chocolate -- BITTER De.. =D
NICE WOR.. though it's bitter.. u have to taste it slowly..
ahha..dun realli like white chocolate too sweet
thankz kelvin ge for letting mi try it b4 ^^
but this kind is eat short..
so ppl dun one shot eat all LOl
and y today i never go work
yesterday bang my head ma. so veri headache ma
ya here's some of the cards : -
nice background de -- i love 'Channel the Suns' the color so nice
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these.. special kind of lands
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artifacts -- this is a whole set of same type de =F
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xsilkx blogged on 10:38 PM
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haha
got my result.. Bs, Cs, expected le la
BUT let this b my lessons =D HAHA..
i let my As pass cause of ICA
so hehe.. gonna work hard hard.. balance my studies and CCA
ya hor.. nyp pals.. i haven =.=' give my particules lol.. on sat then give them la
mmmm
haha GONNA SACK THE boss SOON!!
THEN FREE TO go out le =D
the boss veri mean i got my own thinking..
abt studies lor
... hahaha.. HECK CARE THEM la...
ask mi come back to work HECK CARE La
LOL
hehe ya wan to learn more things and stuffs
get presents. but dun think can get for everyone..
haha not enough money but i try to MAKE some gift for everyone hehe
hehe wee so happy.. so many of my friens' result not bad la
BUT hehe.. ok la.. next sem must work hard hard or.. korkor kill mi
hehe I WAN to live longer lol..
going takong next fri.. korkor POP le ^^ wee so happy for him..
ya he not goin to U 1st..though he's in top 5 % in poly.. mm goin sign up..
haha glad he managed to presude dad =D
cause i tell dad abt it.. also no use haha.. glad he talks abt it
hehe.. KOR I LOVE u alot ^^ lol.. we gonna go out buy sound tracks this and tat together after u POP ^^
hope he find happiness soon haha
then mm shopping.. got some cute presents le.. already hehe...
for GERS onli..guys i dunoe wat to BUY.>> GOT suggestions for gift for GUYs tell mi hor ok ?
hehe.can't wait for new sem.. and christmas too..
dunoe y.. just can't wait ^^
to dear frienz.. winz.. Strive HARD for ASP wor LOL..
i worse than u.. my next sem haha.. so many thigns wor o.o' study hard hard haha..
xsilkx blogged on 11:08 PM
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yoyo.. hey ppl dun think wrongly.. tat fall in love is NOT GUYS!!!
~= GUYS!!! remember wat is '~', THIS IS NOT.. MUST REMEMBER THIS HOR... THE COM MATH DE LOL MUST REMEMBER WAT MR DICKSON HAD TAUGHT!!! LOL although i keep sleeping in lecture.
ok.. haha.. EVERYONE DUN worry abt mi.. PAISEI THIS FEW DAYS SIAO LE..
LISTEN too much techno =.=' LOL. haha MAKE MI MAD... BOIL MY BLOOD.. MAKE MI BLOODLY STUPID.. AND KANNA BLOODLY SCOLDING =.=' how come.. I keep SAY 'BLOOD'... CAUSE I BLEED AGAIN >.< y =".="">> cause HOR.. my FINGER BLEED LE.. AGAIN lOl.. should have took a picture of tat tissue WITH MOI BLOOD!!.. a SMALL CUT SO MUCH BLOOD.. lol..tat SAME CUT IS THE 3RD TIME!! OMG !! LAME right
ya HAVEN SAY WAT I FALL IN LOVE WITH!!
DUN B SHOCK WOR PPL!!
I FALL IN LOVE WITH ANIME -- GUNDAM
i mean y i like GUNDAM.. dunoe find it kind of COOL!!
haha.. last time the dunoe which version MAKE MI SIAN
then ONE OF THE lastest ANIME.. mm gundam.. this time is part 2
so INTERESTED INTO It..
SO watch PART 1
ALSO THANKZ TO T.M.REVOLUTION!! U GUYS ROX MY LIFE MY..ONE OF MY FAVOURITE JAP GROUP!! THEIR SONGS ALWAYS APPEAR IN THOS ANIME!! SO NICE!!
ALL MY KORKOR FAULT LA LOL.
KOR I WAN TO ANNOUNCE TAT I LOVE U ALOT AND I HATE U aLOT..MUHAHA!!!
ya.. INTRO some of YA SIRs la. THEY LOOK CUTE AND YUMMY TOO =D
lol but.. not interested la lol..
ya.. now i also noe y kor hate techno make ppl go crazy == MI!!
lol then he bought a classical album.. i CAN'T FIND THE DICS MAN!!
BUT IT's REALLI NICE.. it makes mi feel realli alot alot better after LISTENING
he bought alot of stuff wor on sat lol.. some naruto STUFF TOO
WEEEEEEEEE!!
ya.. this 2 days getting CHEERED up..
i HAVE TO.. CAUSe need to take care myself right..
especially moi skin.. ( u guys noe the BLOODLY problems right LOL=P)
& moi health la
and many ppl.. remember how i suddenly back to myself.. those days i 1st chatwith him.. dunoe y
so i think it's GD i keep tat mood.. CAUSE tat's WAT PPL like abt mi
RIGHT?? =D
getting BHB le.. lol ..must happy happy de hor
ya.. today workin got NEW GER!!!.. YAHOO!! GER LOL> NOT GUY LOL
she's callED SILING!! =.=' AH LIAN LOL.. xiao meimei talk like aH LIAN.. lol
even law wAS SHOCked by her action lol...
quite of cute la.. ask mi WEIRd question =.=' SEX!!
*Faint.. LOL.. haha.. then law anlaysed tat she ShOULD HAD DONE b4
otherwise Y ASK lol..
ya also ah..TO DEARest JESlyn:
paisei haven add u into my blog lol.. later ah.. when i off again this sat lol.. or the next one la.. LOL.. busy with moi own stuff la..(HOPE U READ THIS!!! LOL!)
SO PPL.. SEE THE SAME OLD BRAND NEW MI BA LOL..
=D *muack TO ALL!!
* I LOVE U ALL !! ^^
xsilkx blogged on 10:50 PM
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ok.. 1stly.. y i accidently click to his blog and read..
oh man.. he miss her.. so wat am i .. tat time.. mmm
SO AM I a replacemen???t..
so.. tat's all i am..right?
is ya reason.. cause we realli different the real reason ma..
i dun think so lor.. IT'S u.. WHO still think of her..
even ppl who are REALLI different also can last de lor..
i mean.. not blaming u.. BUT how could u do this to mi..
i mean.. so in the end i'm the one who fall deep with u..
BUT it seems like i'm dun mean anythign to u at all lor... NOT At ALL.. DUN even worth a thing LOR
tat one. u think.. recall the past.. the past of wat.. YA ex or wat..
ppl live the future not the past .. boi..
arrr.. forget it.. tat time also say wait.. ya.. la.. all bullshit lor
u onli seems to WAIT FOR HER..
HER O LEVEL ENDING SOON le WAT
2ndly Y AM I SO UNLUCKY TO PRESS AND LINK TO HIS BLOG!!!
SOMEMORE.. CAME HOME KANNA SCOLDED FOR NOTHING...
then sit here.. GOT TO READ IT..
i just take train hOME ma.. nothing wrong lor.. then mum kpkb. then say.. mi wan to flirt around wat BULL SHIT
as if I WAN TO WORK LIKE TAT AH..
JUST WAN TO TAKE AWAY HER BURDEN THEN IT BECOMES MY BURDEN>>
SOURCE OF PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ppl always like tat.. neither.. FAKE promises..nor this and that..
today actualli veri happy at work.. decorate for christmas..
planning wat to buy present.. then planning who to go out with.. next month
and make presents.. this and tat.. 3rdly Y I MEET MY FRIEN TODAY!!!
ok.. talking abt him. ya la.. always GD TO MI.. BUT PLS LOR>. <>.<>> DUN SEEMS TO BE RIGHT IN THE PLACES LOR>> THIGNS>> JUST CHANGED>> IN @ WEEKS =.=' WTF IS THIS WORLD>> I HATE BEING THE NICE ONE..
ALTHOUGH I"M NASTY AT TIMES>> I USED WORDS TO HURT>>
BUT MY ACTIONS DUN MEAN TAT LOR..
those realli noe mi then NOE!!!
4thLY.. GUYS AH>> PLS FARK OFF IF U NOT SERIOUS LOR..
I HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!
DUN BLAME MI IF I SLASM PHONE OR WAT EVER SHIT LOR
then 5thly. TODAY WAN TO SMOKE.. SI ZHU LA>. DUN LET MI =.='
WTF.. THIS DUN LET TAT DUN LET>> WON"T DIE RIGHT
DIE ALSO NOTHING WAT>>
ALL BULL SHIT LOR..
WORK SO HARD FOR NOTHING>>
LIKE WAT YUAN SAY LOR..
NOW I NOE HOW HE FEELS..
his family.. then SOMEONE HE LOVES WHICH IS MI BUT I DUN LOVE HIM
THEN BLAH BLAH>>
so HAPPEN TO mi la.. cause i like tat TREAT HIM LOR
SO SERVE MI RIGHT .. i WOULD SAY RIGHT>>>
AARHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........
i got tones of responsible to HOLD ON TO>>
I PROMISE MY OWN KORKOR>..
NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO MI>>
Y HE GO NS>>> LEAVE MI ALL ALONE AT HOME>>
NO ONE>> SAYANG MI>> KORKOR>> I MISS U ALOT LOR
even IF U COME HOME ALSO so SHORT...
AND SO MANY THIGNS I CAN"T TELL U....
CAUSE MUM ALWAYS AROUND OR U TOO BUSY..
AM I TOO STRESS UP WITH MUM.. i mean..
IT"S ALL MY FAULT WAT HAPPEN..
YA I SAY PPL DUN LEAVE IN THE PAST..
BUT HOW COULD ONE FORGET HOW I CAUSE MY OWN MUM TO B HOSPITALISED
AND>>>..her family SIDE SO MANY PROBLEMS
THIS AND TAT
i THOUGHT SOMEONE WOULD jusT MAKE MI FEEL BETTER
BUT IT TURN TO B WORSE THAN I EVER THOUGHT...
IS TAT LIFE>.
MANY PPL THINKS I"M MATURE IN MY THINKING>>
BUT LISTEN CAREFULLY PPL>>>>
I'M NOT I CAN'T HANDLE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP
I CAN'T STAND THE PAIN..
HURT TO NOE.. HURT TO STAND UP AGAIN
SO FAR I ONLI>> BREAK DOWN>> ABT 50% LOR
IF REALLI BREAK DOWN U WONT SEE MI DE LOR>> SHOULD BE IN THE HOSPITAL LOR
so 6thly WAT AM I>.<>> IN THE WORLD !!!
NOTHING>>> FOR FUN>> WAT SHIT..
ppl ALWAYS SAY PLAN THINGS>>W ILL WORK WELL
FOR MI IS ALWYS DUN PLAN>>THEN BEST DE...(depending)
today thought OF WRITING A HAPPY ENTRY BUT TURNS UP TO B THIs...
glad tomorrow off.. at least.. can ... dunoe la..
mayb i stress too much abt my mum
i dunoe y.. i mean ..
i dun wan to lost a love one..
i lost my grandma.. u noe how mi and my kor hold on to our tears
cause dad say.. when someone passed away.. u can't let the person noe u cry..
or he/ she might.. not able to leave peacefully..
i'm damn FARKING STRESS
I lost ALL MY CONFIDENCE>> u NOE.. HOW BADLY IS IT
tat time.. CCA.. LOST IT.. though to SOME PROBLEMS LA>>
i lOST PART>>>>>>>> NOW>>>>>> WAT DO I HAVE..
mayb still hAVE but i dunoe..
wat AM I >> CAN SAY ONE TELL MI
WAN TO DO STUPID THINGS ALSO CAN't..
IT"S THE RESPONSBILE THING TAT BOTHER MI
WHY CANT I CAN"T THIS SHINK AWAY FROM MI!!!
Y MUST I B RESPONSBILE..
WAT LAO>> SAY UNTIL I ALSO BLUR LE LA
WHY SEC 3 I GOT LEARN AND BECOME MORE RESPONSBILE
AND THINK DIFFERENT
WAT"S THE USE..
WHY THINKING BEING SO DIFFERENT FOR OTHER TEENAGERS...
SHOULD I HAVE FUN MY OWN TOO MA?
should b LIKE VIN say.. have fun fullest to the life..
u live ONLI ONCE..
it's true.. BUT.. AHHHHH just can't let so la..
why can't i b happy..
y can't.. u noe it happen SINce SEC 2
ok.. haviNG 1st BF
THEN NEARLY KANNA RAPE>. WTF..
THEN>> MM THIS AND TAT>> WAT BULL SHIT..
sec 1 FROM EXPRESS DOWN TO NA..
FAIL ENGLISH..
THOUGH DO VERI WELL FOR OTHERS..
THEN SEC3 , 4 this PROBLEMS AND TAT
then SEC 4 N LEVEL RESULT VERI GD..
BUT I WAN TO GO ITE
EVERYONE KP.. IF I GO>> I WONT B LIKE BLOGGING RIGHT?
THEN GO SEC 5.. O LEVEL TIME.. BREAK DOWN..
CAUSE MY EX..
U SEE ALL MY As GONE..
NO As 1ST TIME LOR..
WONDERING HOW I ALWAYS keep GETTING SCHOLARSHIP
EVEN IF I NEVER STUDY
WTF... SO MANY BULL SHIT..
THEN ABT THIS TIME>> LAST YR>> FOUND OUT>> WAT MY EX>> DONE
THIS AND TAT>>
THEN GONNA CHRISTMAS>> THEN WAT HAPPEN TAT TIME..
WAT THE SHIT AM I RECALLING ALL THOSE SHIT..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!
i mean .. a frien la. not bf la..
i worse THAN U W LOR..
those things u GOT NOT WORSE THAN MI LOR
hiaz.. wat's the use.. saying u.. dun feel gd anyway..
I NEVER FEEL TAT AHHHHHHH
even for the last bf.. those who noes it.. realli BAD.. THIS ONE.. WORSE..
u cAN FEEL IT>> THE HEART BEAT SO PAIN>>
CAN I JUST STOP IT FROM MOVING>. A NATURAL DEATH LA..
but sian won't COME THIS SOON
ya.. GO THROW ALL FOOD AWAY
ALL MY HUNGER GONE..
go home faster FOR FOOD
tehn END UP THIS AND TAT..
OH MAN Y I MISS U.. NOT LIKE I"M FEELING VERI LONELY>> BUT REALLI MISS U ALOT ALOT
xsilkx blogged on 10:40 PM
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ok la.. on the bus duno watch 'get real' (forget the title of the show).. HOSTED by diana seng (did i spell her name right) well.. talking abt clubbing la
haha.. it's common lor.. enjoy .. but some ppl lame lor.. go party then vomit =.=' wu liao..
learn to take care yaself la.. haha
i onli noe i got strong feeling wan to go when i realli SAD.. i dunooe y..
mayb plan to DO ALL THE WRONG THIGN...
i ask a few friens to go.. they kind of shock lor.. then dun let mi go =.='
worry abt mi lor.. haiz
well,my friends ah those realli noe mi.. dun dare to dare mi to do some thigns.. cause u never noe will i realli do it or not lor
drugs, smoke, this kind of thigns.. when ya're down comfirm will come across it..
mmm this few days.. thinking.. SHOULd i smoke.. mm
ya.. eeveryone noes i'm senstive.. to it.. and hate smokers.. but sometime realli wonder..
is tat tat nice ma... lol.. can realli make u take away the problems for temp ma.....
i'm having mental break down le.. i can't focus.. on my drawings AT ALL!!
omg it's damn sickering my brain is blank at times
then last night.. mum talk to mi abt marriage =.='
so early... so kind of piss off. and dun feel like talkin abt this
cause a childhood jiejie recently divoice lor...
then she say.. ya la.. can get bf la.. but dun choose tat one flirt flirt de =.='
i dunoe lor.. i just make excuses.. went to the bathroom to have shower
and cry...
mum talk to mi i cover up.. dun wan her to noe.. somethign happen to mi...
not even korkor.. though he's in ns now
then at work.. moody moody.. make mistakes... my thumb swollen >.<. so typing much slower lor .. haiz.. then law bring his dics.. then when boss awwway we BLASH IT.. LOUD .. dancing lol.. lol.. then boss noe la.. lol. can see through the security camera ma lol and also lost 50 dollars for no reason i think i noe who thinks.. both mi and law comfirm no money lost de lor =.=' should b tat one lor si zhu keep ask for stock list then.. keep wan this and tat.. KICK HIS ASS man tonight.. i wu liao... look at the sky.. not bad lor.. i so long never look at it.. always looking down.. dunoe y.. sad ba.. i wan to get those feelings back.. those.. i always do when i'm out in the night.. i love it alot... even if i'm alone ya btw.. ASK MI out dun make mi eat spicy food.. just few days i eat.. SHIT man my skin again.. lol too spicy la.. mi can't eat too spicy de lor.. sometime even little also can't.. mayb cause at the same time NOT feeling well ba.. i wan to GET WELL VERI SOON i MISS THE POOL!! alot... ya.. if wna to go clubbing also noe how to get.. everythign FREE ^^ friends ma lol
xsilkx blogged on 10:58 PM
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ok la.. boring la.. wake up early.. sian..
tired.. last night.. didn't sleep well.. mmm
dun feel comfortable with something dunoe wat is it abt mmm
heart pain? lol dunoe la.. put tat aside...
wat lao.. how come yesterday mi so busy de.. haha.. lucky.. they today then celebrate sri birthday LOL.. but i think i forget my bro MIKO's birthday LOL>. < hehehe
omg and when is yating and lim pin de birthday ah
i cna't recall a thing lor..
head was blank =(
lol.. yesterday at office.. type document. u noe y i type so slow ma....... COZ.....
i look at the monitor.. my eyes already veri pain..
i dun like the lightening and position of the monitor.. kns de
haha... then wat lao.. watch RA show at work lol
not i wan to watch de la.. just tat .. yesterday i went to shop to do some work
then hor.. i realise.. the one playing on the dvd player is america beauty =.='
haha... law told mi tat time.. mmm he dunoe this show is playing.. and he adjust volume highigh
then when toking to customers.. LOL. got moaning SOUND !!!
*faint lol...then eat SNAKE lol.. not realli la.. my hand all pain wor.. mmm ya hor.. now when typin this i remember forget to file my nails.. forget it la.. broken =.=' HAIZ
well lucky got no bf ba.. arbo he will say i never take care of myself... hahha..
cause yesterday =.=' veri jialat.. bump on this and tat.......
their......stuff so many.. WAT LAO>> FASTER.. end of nov.......... I CAN"T WAIT FOR DEC to go out and play.. shit hor.. i remember itold wei yang go out de.. mmm lol.. must set a date for this gd lame frien of mine lol.................................................................................
and RO down for a while.. as... host tat side.. no electricity LOL....
so i wake up early no use la LOL>.<
xsilkx blogged on 8:26 AM
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ok.. i remember i wan to say this dream de.. keep forget...
i was recalled due to last night de sweet dream lo
sweet dream recall a bad dream OMG
ok la.. actualli i heard at certain time.. ur dream.. might b real or..
might b a warning or somthing......
i still wondering wat does tat one mean.. cause sometime my feelings too correct till i'm scare too
u see ah.. actualli i did see ghost b4
i mean i dun have third eye la.. but.. i can sense sometime la
i last seen should b sec 3.. but i think like last yr also got in sch.. but not sure.. it's the feeling more stronger...
and some how ... i still remember wat i see when i was a kid...
can realli swear.. i still remember.. how it look
then i told dad and mum abt it.... then they say now they noe y when i was young... i keep going those area of my hse..
well it's not my hse got la lOL...it's something look cute cute...
dad say this kind of... thing different form de.. dunoe lor
not goin into it so details.. interested.. then tell u LOL
the dream.. happened like veri late at night lor.. seldom take lift de... always walk stair
then tat day i seems too tired tat i take lift.. nvm abt it..
wondering.. is tat... watch movie =.=' ghost in the lift.. hahha
mayb lor.. but dream =.=' feeling so STRONG !!! *faint
as usual.. act blur blur...
then to level 6 then walk down the stairs.. when a hand suddenly pop up
and i AVOID IT...
=.=' normal reaction I LOOK at it.. OMG>.<>
it realli must b my unlucky period..
then i just run .........
supposelly.. run down 2 stairs.. but i dunoe run how long.. then managed to get to my hse door..
and tat thing disappear at my door step
i woke up.. at the time.. kind of screaming -.-
and heart popping like mad.... mayb i'm too tired or .. stress... then i dream abt this kind of thing
but tat period i'm damn happy... lor.... canot ba...
wondering wat's the meaning lie behide this dream.. cause normally dream at 5,6 am... and u remember it clearly.. is.. soemthing.. real or got meaning de..
*faint.. ok la.. then recently also remember a gd dream =.=' how come so many dream de... mmm
i was at a beach.. so long never been too..
damn happy with someone
everything so sweet.. and seems so real too LOL (dreams are meant to seem real right?)
u noe i even dun bear to WAKE up LOL.. from this dream... too nice le... and too happy...
Details... i extract out...mm onli few noes the real details... hehe..
Just hope no more.. dreams i can remember.. dun care whether it's bad or gd dream...
cause the dreams.. hurt some where alot alot.. tat's how i feel... even if i dream i wan to forget the dream.. dun wan some things to fresh in my mind.. something realli like the sweet dream...
it's somethign WON"T and NEVER EVER happen de la.. =(
tata time for work le... haiz
xsilkx blogged on 8:13 AM
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OMG.... finally off...
too tired wor.. haha
yesterday =.=' deliver stocks OMG..
so many lol.. from office to shop *faint..
boss bully mi.. work till 10plus last night wor
then go home with law (btw not andrew LOl.. lazy to change)
hahah take 51 togehter ma
then see nor.. sec sch classmates..
at work .. moring too slacking wor.. haha.. destroying papers.. LOL..
then nth le lor..
then they make mi go for my lunch.. mmm something nice wor.. mm
i love u js.. ahhaha..... u tell mi level 2 food nice wat .. haha.. THANK alot pal!!!
haha.. the food junction FOOD sux.. i cook better than them lol..
then chatting with winson on phone
wow he wan towithin2 weeks.. to level 99.. wish u luckw or LOL
i think for mi end of this month =.=' calculate also like 2 weeks + - ma... lol
haha back to the office.. tidy the stock again Sian.. thur also tidy stocks in the shop..
then law keep bully mi =.=' but he poor thign work whole day never eat LOL..
i worked till tat late.. faster finish some works ma.. cause.. abt.7 then realise got 2 BOx of stocks never do.. dunoe who write wrong de
then jiejie.. help help moi lol..
and wondering lor cause i ot like no extra PAY sobsob...............MUMMY lol. veri tiring wor this job.. hahaa.. haha lucky.. i used to carry alot of things b4 la.. still ok la.. but long time never do le.. kind of weak le ahah.. wat lao.. see a ger carry.. move things OMG... COOL man hahaha especially wendy wor =.='
always wear mini skirt then.. a.. carry things ahha.. u guys noe wat i mean ma...LOl
then jiejie.. never scold moi writng ^^ gd gd
today at home mmm.. ok la.. play games.. watch anime.. mmm slacking.. massage my leg haha.. injuire it ma.. LOL.. tat night.. go out late late.. got injuire ma LOl..
later will do some drawings.. ya hope js.. have a gd sales today..
and hope winson.. enjoy his work.. gonna 5 le.. haha he gonna start work le.. but it's goin to rain .. hope he dun slip wor..
xsilkx blogged on 4:20 PM
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hahah Yesterday 1st time at shop LOCATION.. sim lim square #02-80...
wan to given surpise can la LOL>.< 12 =".="'" andrew =".="'''" things =".="'">.. lol.. where got like tat... last time always tie thigns till sian NOW refresh my mind..
long time never build stuff like tat.. haha.. mayb next yr.. went back to sch and see my cadets ba.. although the batch i trained de... almost all gone le ba ..
ah lennon.. vincent.. blah blah.. a few will go into sec 5 de ba.. lol..then the younger batch.. never so close to them.. always PUNISH them ..mayb.xiao hong tat batch ba.. mmm tat one stilgot close la.. but dunoe how's their attitude haha
think if possible their next campfire i will go down lol..
i miss this yr de lor.. cause chicken pox.. =.='
then hor.. i write the transaction too light LOL.. carbon paper..u noe totally is 4 paper lor.. OMG the one i got handle b4 is onli 2 papers lol
can't reali see wat i wrote :D JIEJIE TODAY WILLL DIE LE..... LATER SURE KILL MI DE LOL
ya.. lunch break i NEVER eat lol.. look for jian sheng they all LOL>. lol si vin.. i still working keep calling mi lor .. so late still wan to meet.. tired de wor LOL.. u got OFF on wed i hAVEN HAVE MINE yet wor...LOL
ya.. then jy de sms damn cute.. msg wrong ppl.. to his ex=.=' oops. sex LOL... i was laughing like mad.. he ah... tat time i told win abt him.. lol.. he realli like tat.. LOL.. but lucky his boss got set rules de haha.. can't do at black there wor ... lol..
he actually wan to do then skip work de.. who ask him msg wronglyLOL>.<
hahhaa...... tis one wan to die.. lol.. ask ex gf for sex.. but she dun mind wat LOL.. but think she got bf o.O LOL.. I DUN WAN TO NOE SO MUCH.. LOL
then i will sabo andrew..who ask him bully mi lor...lol
ok la.. lol.. he poor thign CARRY tat big tv down ..but boss got help ma
hahaha.. they carry while i vacumming lor.. FINALLY close shop LOL.. i dun even noe.. so fast gonna 9 le.. LOL.. i keep working ot de ah LOL.. kns lor.. but think still same price >.< ther ="D" color="#cc33cc">ok la.. this to didi ^^ : ah didi i free better abit.. mayb.. of the previous entry i wrote lo.. wat's in my heart..i mean the many things are lighten in my heart, feeling better...cause i got say out .. hehe didi u're the one who ask mi say out de .. thankx for tat advice.. though still sad but..at least better le...
to winson : =.=' ok la.. 1 pack 2 days..still ok la.. lol.. take ya time lo..how come smoke more le.. is it bcause of our stuff.. ai ya.. dun so fan lor.. even if u read the last 2 main entries...i never blame u de wor.. lol.. this called willing LOL.. wat AM I TALKING... hahhaa.. and free ask u teach mi play pool hor.. ithink comfirm dec will ask u out.. teach mi hor... hahaha.. and u mean u read my blog.. a... wednesday de got also ah...LOL... =D enjoy ya game la.. u lvl 70 while mi 61 .. not fair cause he not WORKING.. =P complaining lol.. and dun like tat give moi moi ya pet la.. lol.. u ill treat ya pet de LOL.. jk la..
xsilkx blogged on 7:32 AM
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ok.. dunoe y i wan to say out.. it's hurts alot lor.. too many stuff
i never been like this lor haha.. so many 1st time.. mmm.. gone...
1st time i realli treat someone so special wor..
this one is to him.. haha although yesterday got some msg to him le.. but.. this one.. explains all my actions
mmm.. remmeber ah.. we go bugis right.. u told mi u smoke right.. i was angry..then i say u cant kiss mi right.. but then i still give u peeks ma..then allow u... already obvious le lor... (at least u r honest with mi,i'm glad)
then hor.. holding hands... u ask mi.. y i seems uncomfortable holding tat way.. actualli got meaning de la..
then u see at home.. mmm.. even mum around.. still give u peeks.. didn't u wonder how come i so dare ma... and didn't u see mi so happy when u say my food nice ma...
and also y i tat time say wan to take neoprint together.. just wan to remember it a special day.. but i hold on.. till.. nth happen
tat after tat de mon.. my last paper.. tat day..remember when ya friends lie goin to toilets..then i held ya hand shyly.. mmm.. i never do tat b4.. u even ask mi.. shy ah... u should noe de ma
hahaha.. didn't u realise i already treat u as my bf le ma although i say still friends.. but i already show out le... my actions not obvious ah??...not everythign have to say out de ma... tat's y on mon on the bus i was so sad.. u ask mi wat if u can't quit smoking.. i wasn't angry... i was upset.. u never notice .. i held ur hand tight tight.. cause dun wan u to go ma.. u never see how i dun bear when u going home on sat ma.. i wan to say.. i agree to... but.. i wasn't given a chance.. i told u...i like alot of things.. settle face to face..then wed.. u say those things.. then i wait.. then yesterday.. haiz..
ok la.. say all this also no use ma.. 1stly u dun even noe whether u like mi.. u not sure.. u're so confuess.. y i say here.. i hide in my heart too long.. if i noe ...sat intro u to my parents..as bf le...
hahaa.. sound silly hor...
i write here.. at least i think u might have the chance to read it.. cause.. mmm .. i wan u to understands wat's my meaning under all my actions.. and also y i dun like ppl say sorry to mi.. i prefer actions.. actions speak alot louder..and much sinerce ma.. but.. if one not senstive then die right... cause i make u say out.. wat u feel.. i wan u to noe also... this is not to bother u.also not to make u feel bad. but let u noe.. i mean.. alot of things.. are special because of the actions but not words...i wan u to noe y i reall tat sad lor(u failed ya com skill ah Lol actions more than words wor)
other stuff:
ok la.. last night.. never eat dinner.. try to eat breakfast.. can't eat... dunoe y.. i was damn hungry.. then i just eat fishballs =.=' go work.. lol.. working.. lunch worse... normally can eat alot.. i just eat abit abit onli.. just 1 quarter... then just now my dinner.. i eat so little like..the amt was like.. how much i ate when i was.. pri 1,2 lol.. so little wor...
then at work.. i do finish my work ok la.. but hor..damn forgettful ahha.. i keep leave out somethign when i'm packing LOL.. so i double check check de LOL .. i was sad.. i just look at the pic.. we took.. feel better le la.. hahah...
jiejie helps mi and bully mi at work haha..
hahah tomorrow suppose no work..can play game.. but still have work..
1stly they employed mi as sales asst..but..in the end these 3 days mi busy packing and folding things.. make my finger bleed..today also got abit lor.. lucky not paper... even worse lro.. tomorrow make mi come to work... to do... help in the shop =.=' how come got office and shop ... sian..pay little do so many ah.. kns de wor.. i'm at level 2 wor LOl.. if not wrong..02-08 ba.. i mean the shop la.. haha..not sure la.. so tomorrow reporting .. hehe..might jialat..
i think mayb sometime i realli should sneak out late at night.. the feeling is damn different.. so relaxing.. haha.. who wan to company mi ..tell mi hor... hope tomorrow.. =.=' i can eat more ba.. haha.. i dun like this feeling lor.. realli hungry but cant eat .. ahhaa
xsilkx blogged on 11:43 PM
just wake up.. heart popping painly =.='
haha.. dunoe la.. =( must also =)
if =( ppl will feel bad de..
not his fault la hahah.. my fault my fault hahha
guess slowly recover lor..
guess some guys will b happy =.=' cause mi no bf...
so bad de.. haiz
dun feel like working today.. but... mmm
have to.. cause jiejie already told mi wat to do today haha.. have to rush =.='
think my finger gonna bleed again.. haiz
pain pain
xsilkx blogged on 7:07 AM
well..
i realli thought.. i gonna to have it..
well.. luck and fate not with mi ba...
wat to do.. i respect him..
treat him as frien.. game mates lol.. and onli frien ba
he wans it this way so b it ba...
mayb he's right mayb he's wrong.. let time say ba...
tat's all..
BUT i realli wan to say i'm realli happy when i with him i dunoe
mayb feel realli close...he says abt.. looking for relationship..
i wonder did i also? lol.. i dunoe...
the feelins is different mmm.. is it.. real or just a crush or just... enjoy being with him
haha..i actualli realli think to tell daddy he's gonna b my bf =.='
lucky i never say haha arbo daddy look for him haha
i wan to cry badly.. later.. yuan come then cry la.. haiz.......
at least i noe wat's happening la... difficult to accept.. but guess... no harm accepting it
thinking.. mmm if still got chance to go out together like tat so happily ma..
haha.. i hope so... i promise myself i wan to b happy happy..
no sad sad.. mayb tat's y i look so forward to him ba.. since with him always so happy de
and realli 1st time.. totallly different from all the exs
but we never realli started ...
sound like but never.. for mi.. i dun care much abt mi
i put others infront of mi.. tat's y mum kp mi lol
so silly right.. i dunoe lor.. i just love to see the one i care happy
i just auto happy
ya.. i forget.. HOPE HE QUIT SMOKING lol...
not for mi .. for himself..
but.. game hor... let's GET married again lol i mean in GAME la
hahaha...
i thinking.. wat is mine is mine wat.. force where got use but dun wan to change the pic la.. hahah
i wan to have a happy mi.. i wan to see a happy mi.. cause i remember.. i been bad mood alot lol
noe him not much.. haha he make mi feel relax at exams.. haha
dunoe y.. i just.. hope.. but it's fat hope la..
hahah.. think i gonna lock up my heart again ba.. hahah.slowly...
winson U BETTER read hor.... haha...
tat's how i feeel right now..sound happy right.. cause i noe wat u thinking..
at least u face mi.. but directly de better ma... haha...
hope u enjoy party tomorrow dun over drink...then. mmm dunspend too much wait ya mummy nag lol... *muack.. a kiss from a frien dun worry... sleep tight
and so many cuts on my hand lol.. so sian
xsilkx blogged on 12:43 AM
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today gonna b my 2nd day =.='
i cut my finger on the 1st day..
today still to rush lol..
alot of works to do haiz
tired la lol
boi boi.. go lor.. enjoy things lol..
i canot lol.. but yesterday agree to go out in the dec ^^lol
hhehehhhe gd gd =D
hope today won't fall asleep while doing the work lol
wat lao boss de smell like.. mmm.. =.=' his one lol..
make mi think of him *shyshy..
so silly right............ARHHHHHHHHH still tired lol... lol
mayb shouldn't b playing games
but.. i DUN play.. sIAn ma.. hahahha =D
go eat breakfast then go work work le.. =.=' dun rain=.=' b4 i reach my place
xsilkx blogged on 7:14 AM
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hehe ok la .. haven start work.. mm .. buy something le. Lol
new shoes for work .. mmm a.. that polo tee i like ma..Lol.. so buy lor.. hehe
the work clothes office =.=' ok la.. got some clothes to hang on =.=' 1 month lo. ++ abit lor.. should b ok la. u see ah. 8th start work.. mm abt 1 month mmm
1 days 6 days. aiya 6 clothes la.. heck care =D lol
dunoe wat to wear ma..
so sian
still got alto to buy wor.. cannot anyhow spend lol
mmm average 1 day work abt mmm $6++ eat ba LOl..
should be ok la for mi LOL..
kns.. lol..
oh boi boi poor thing his com.. spoil lol
his didi play cs then dunoe wat happened..
always things happened when his didi used the com..
the com wan revenge for him? LOl
sian haha.. my drawings.. last time de all gone =.='
i wan to put into the blog ma LOl..
make it different LOl.. haa.. *siao =D
later mayb.. look for it.. butlast night look for it.. mmm
ah coo ahcoo lol.. so u noe wat i mean de hor LOl
have to find le then scan then put inside ^^
lol.. will b cute cute ^^
looking forward to talk to DA BEn DAN!!!! =D
xsilkx blogged on 12:05 PM
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ok la.. FINAlly got a job.. she called mi at night la..
today interview then today noe LOl.. mm
start work on mon
LOl.. mayb this 3 days siao le lor.. LOl.. walk here and there.. raffles. to bugis..
bugis to orchard LOl.. leg pain like hell
tomorrow gonna buy a new heels Lol.. LOl.. dun wan too high la
ya.. lucky sri msg mi wan to go bugis ma..
i keep goin but forget to check the adverts on the nearbys
finally got the one at simlim
dunoe wat is it la.. just do 1 month like tat plus OK le LOl
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then the game server today.. reset le.. my cute santa poring gone le
hehe catch 2.. one for mi one for winson LOl.. i always like tat de ^^lol i name it ~small~winson~ LOl.. specially for winson de lOl then he named his ~small~xiaohui~ lol.. but all gone le ...hehe the server ok le.. i goin to catch again ^^ hehehe it's gonna to b cute LOL.. new character LOl.. both of us will use same character le.. 1 ger 1 boi hehehe.. =D weeeeeee tat boi boi must have slp le.. never see him online wor.. haha.. today and tomorrow he got work.. mm.. haha.. suppose b tired..tell him later abt my job ba ^^ hope he's ok wor
xsilkx blogged on 11:21 PM
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ok back again.. dunoe why..
mmm .. i'm feeling pain this time not heart onli
dunoe y.. but veri painful.. should i see doc..
i onli noe when i'm realli upset.. at times.. i will feel this pain..
pain until i dun even have the mood to play the game.......
=( should i see doc or not haiz.. dunoe.. my mum dun even noe abt this.. mayb those who read.. who will read sia.. mmm
mmm change and amend some parts le.. gonna think wat to do sia
xsilkx blogged on 10:47 PM
3/10
lol got marry in the game .. so cute.. haha
i ask him through msn.. then suddenly he pop into the game
'let's get marry' LOl.. both of us keep laughing hehe..
hehe at 1st dunoe where to buy clothes..then =.=' WHERE"S THE ring!!! lol
then sian then go website see..onli morroc there then got lor LOL
then we separate go .. LOl...
=.=' it's near the south gate there lol.. hahah
then went back to the church =.='
this time mi forget to buy a ring too LOl
hahha went back again.. lol.. ask him to wait for it..
then finally.. got everythign LOl.. then error in the church o.o''
haha boi boi keep saying tat they say i never register for the marriage.. LOl
dunoe wat happening.. talk to this then talk to tat.. dun how long =.=
finally LOL >.<
see my wedding pic wor
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cute right? mi and my dear boi boi =D hehehe |
forget to take pic of my groom de ring.. veri nice de wor.. here's mine
cute right? but real one better =D LOL...
sign~~~~ but at night can't slp... until almost 5am then i fall in a short sleep =.='
kind of crying... dunoe y.. just feel painful... =(
4/10
stare at my wall.. sign~~~ sit on my bed.. looking at my drawing=.='
i didn't draw anythign at all haiz.. the papers were spoilt some how
then abt 11 then i go to my com.. checking the d/ls...
mmm chit chat here and there with my friens
hehe then see a advert... sound interesting.. call and ask..
then he ask mi go down
mmm then pull my frien down with mi lor
turn out to b =.=' totally not wat i expected...
i dun feel comfortable there for sure.. LOL..
then when they asked us wat position we interested we said admin =D
LOL.. they say wait for our calls ^^ .. comfirm never call
surely de ma.. so many wan the admin.. even they call us.. we will reject =D
LOL.. so noti.. hehe
hope tomorrow de turns out well...
i just need somethign to get off my mind ba..
xsilkx blogged on 9:44 PM
miss him hehe. alot hehehe.. dunoe y
hahha looking for jobs =.='' so sian
haha canot realli enjoy lor..
no money how to enjoy LOl.. wondering my baby got stress ma..
scare he stress stress..
he's stress abt us and studies..
poor baby.. have to give him time...
just hope he take care himself.. dun smoke smoke too much..
little ok la... hehe..
yesterday play game with him.. veri happy.. haha like a little ger ger
hehe.. but i veri noti yesterday 4 am then slp hehe..
miss his voice hehe...... later dun think he will b home early ba..
should b having fun le.. his last paper today ma..
=D he happy ok le
xsilkx blogged on 6:38 AM
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i'm feeling sad sad
i'm missing him badly
i'm dying....
haiz
HELP!!
xsilkx blogged on 12:04 PM
haiz.. so angry i even bend the spoon to square shape =.='''
he like tat to mi...... haiz....
i choose him.. over s...
i make myself overcome all those stuff....
he like tat to mi..
=(...
xsilkx blogged on 6:51 AM
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lol finally finish the last paper.. LOl..
haha tease jos tat i finish the paper LOl
i need to wait till wed then i can submit applications for some jobs.. lol
they finish on wed ma =.= LOL
then the noti winson..
so noti.. burn dics forget to bring..
i finish paper go his hse.. get the dics..
hahaha....
hahah didi told mi the private server like jialat le LOL
LOL... he gonna make one server lor LOL.. lolthen i will b laughing like hell
i might need to CHANGE Game LOL...
hahhaha
wondering winson reach home le ma.. lol. should b la.. lol
xsilkx blogged on 2:18 PM
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lol so long never log in.. LOL.... where to start.. and today is last day of the month LOL
start with todaymummy's birthday day.. daddy's idea CUTE WOR!!!
and it's realli yummy
ehehhe then talk abt.. yesterday and 2 days ago.. take some pic with winson LOl...
haha then display it.. everyone ask tat if he's my bf LOL..
so cute sia ^^.. tomorrow need to get teh cd fromhim or i no needto play my game
who ask mi idiot ah.. uninstall and somemore... delete the d/l the files..
wan to d/l again.. all broken links
sobsobs... cheat my feeling
30/10
lol winson.. company mi.. go.. mmm simlim... and look for job lol..
i buy a new printer ^^. he carried for mi
haha at there.. everyone..ask mi whether need any help lol...
kind of piss him off wor... hahaaa
hahha.. then wat lao.. at my hse then realise we never buy.. USB port =.= and reali the package dun have =.= WAT lao
but heng heng.. mmm I GOT SPARE!!!!!! ^ ^ hehe then can use.... LOL..
speaking of them.. mm today print.. photo of mummy and her cake.. although my hp de reservolution SUX.. print still not bad wor LOL
mm then he got eat.. somethign i made .. eat so fast LOl.. wondering. reali tat nice ma.. LOl.. although i like it too LOL ...
ok la.. gonna change some design of my blog le. LOl.. thinkig hor to do it sia LOL
xsilkx blogged on 3:18 PM
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