wooray!!!
2004 gonna end..
but actualli feeel nth
inside.. heartless lol'
but hope 2005 will b a Better yr for everyone.. and mi =D
like a sms send by winson baby =P
'Sunday went 2 Monday 2 see Tuesday n Ask Wednesday
whether Thursday has told Friday tat Saturday is a new yr'
sound nice LOl..
thankz for this cute sms hahaha
then after win send mi.. my seniors =.=' send mi this hahahha
well well well... wat i had done for the last 3 days...
BEING lame AND Crapped too much
Wednesday spend time at TP... crapping with ah pin.. wei yang also pcy...
>.< the =".="" bf =".="'">.<
i'm heartless ger remember... hahaha
night time crapping at that kpoi place.. opp sec sch
haha.. damn lame and cold jokes la..
i think i saw win.. mm around evening hor.. hahaha
not sure.. mmmm =X
he's with his friens ma.. happen to see his eyes
look dull... and sad..
hope he's fine
today eaten lunch with.. alwyn and weixiong ^^
then help to fold those papers haha
for the booth this coming week.. of the blood donation drive..
=D
mi on duty on 11 to 14
who wans to donate BLood pls come come...
sian.. i can't donate... keep falling abit sick
*sigh............. wan to help coz i'm AB blood =(
next time ba
n i'm single for a yr le.. y everyone shock
i just wan to single le...... after... mmm..
hopes my friends who's now oversea helping... will b fine...
pray for them and those poor ppl
xsilkx blogged on 8:32 PM
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OMG... 1 week never blog.. lol..
kanna scolding le..
well actualli not so plain la.. cause i ermm.. bad mood destroy some of my drawing >.<
=D i made de lol
thankz those for ya greetings.. ya cards and ya cute and nice presents ^^
love u all ^^
long ah.. ya present damn cute ah.. 4 little piggie.. which mi , u, eve, and ling LOL
just nice...
hehehe have to organise.. kbox.. party with u all next time =P
can't wait wait
hope those like the presents i choose LOL
so let mi summaries (spell right?) this starting 1st week
sch's ok la.. haha... alot of things to learn lor..
have a new grp to do the sem project ^^
hope can make it =P
but math lecturer sux lol..
hahah still i can't sleep in lectures =.=
the BEt .. lol
mmmm jap.. stress?? till today haven revise LOl
hope it will b still fun...
the java class... looking forward to it =P
mmm my RO cannot play le.. the BLOODy IDIOT.. HACKER>.<
HACK THE SERVER AND weBSITE WAT LAO
CB LOR
suppose to GET marry NEXT week de wat lao
knn!!! tat time.. make kun they all in jail le.. then become like tat
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz alot of the level 99 in jail
then kns.. ms also got hackers...
pls la.. wan to play games.. play la..
dun spoil it hor
creatures can fly =.=
lame la
alot of friends are hackers also not like tat la
haha.. =X ahaha some other things canot say out lol
mmm next week.. new yr le.. wow so fast..
new yr resolution = DUN FALL FOR SOMEONE
hurts alot and still pain =(
then gonna realli busy with my 2 cca le ^^
nyppals ^^ haha.. ya some of the pic
=P
black black type de
blur blur la.. taken by hp de ma LOL .. u guys rox my world =D
xsilkx blogged on 2:10 PM
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ok la............
yesterday went to purchase some notes.......
hahaha....... the tidus is a gd guy ^^
company mi..... to sch..hahah
say scare i kanna rape =.=
oMG!!
he went to sch purchase 1 booklet =.='
HAHA...
so lame.. haha
somemore tat notes..so lame ahhaa
then i went to get my notes......
haha......... so many not ready =.=
mmm then heed down to J8 lor
^^ got somethign for mi and kor ^^
haha.. poor tidus.. hahaa
see mi choose this and tat ^^
but he still enjoy hahaha
so nice of him company mi ^^
well today mmm
went down to orchard.. mm
meet shawn didi.. and the rest.. ( all games mates la)
=.=' OMG.........
keep match make mi de lor
KNS lor..
i 'lose' my temper la
not realli lose la..
just show them attidue ^^
haha was treated as a princess wor
watch the movie ' LOve So Divine"
LOL. veri cute, funny, sweet.. korean movie ^^
a guy who's gonna b a priest..
hahah then fall in love with a ger =X
haha dun wan to say out the story ahhaa
go WATch la
worth watching lor
hahahahhahahahhahahahhahah
take neoprints.... KNS lor
hahaha
the pic ok la
but veri small.. scan le.. enlarge also.. mmm ..
using photo shop mm onli one pic can realli enlarge and b clear la
the rest HAHA
canot lor hahha
here's the pic:
with lun ah.. with lala.. with shawn didi and shi pei.. shawn didi de gf lor
xsilkx blogged on 11:55 PM
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^^
today went to nyp pals.. 5th forum
^^ starting SO boring sia..
mi and jos managed to get into same grp ^^
the we had a cute game.. mmm
t-rex.. and hunter.. LOl
something like police and theif lor
the TRIAl run WAT LAO
mi and jos are t-rex!!!
lol.. somemore we sit bside each other sia
haha everyone shocked like hell
we too also stunned !!
then hahha.. one leader keep bully mi...
cause i remember which t-rex turn to 'KILL' ppl
hahah then keep purposly ask mi
then keep ask mi am i the t-rex =.=
then another.. LOL.. SO oBVIOUS
somemore 2 times he draw lots and get t-rex
ok.... after this..
we tour tour.. the sch.. noe veri blk well lol
for open hse ma...
then.. mmm abt 4.. got basket ball ^^
hahaha
play like mad sia
lol..
so fun
haha win 1st match
but lost 2nd
then cheer and cheer ^^
lol
though my eyes now stillpain pain la =P
haha but i think should b ok la..
hahaha
ai ya like here say not fun.. come down and enjoy more fun
gonna help in the upcoming openhse ^^
hahaha....... 19,20, 22 of jan
hahah
got alot of new friends... also see sohappening see shu ling ^^
hahaha..............
gonna to have alot of fun in pals..
miss u all guys *muack
xsilkx blogged on 10:37 PM
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haiz....
today... mmm wan to go out.. but broke lOl.......
somemore today dad come home
miss yesterday lol
miss them.. the gers...
actualli we all shopping we keep look at guys' clothes..
it's SO nice lor....
haha
wan to buy something to make over my kor ma
lol... haha
he lazy to dress up de...
but next time ba..
haha...
but although guys' de clothes .. standard price wor.. but mmm the design simple and nice wat
u see ah.. ger de long sleve hor.. mmm so many pattern de
many of us dun wan tat.. veri sian de lor
then their size so big lol
arbo we wan to buy too
ai yo then ling,long,eve all tease mi abt it lol
saying got bf.. comfirm veri gd to him haha
well.. got bf then say ba...
but quite sad..
i didn't hide anything from them
cause tat time working..we talk abt everything lor
but dun wan to spoil de mood ma
so today.. been kind of moody..
also due to my pay..
dad came home..i was thinking hard should i ask him company mi go down get pay
mmm then i still thinking hard..
dad ask mi for tat company de number.. and call le
kim ans it.. saying kathy not in =.='
if have to go through man power to get =.=' i will faint LO..
but even if i get.. i think i will file one.. also
wan this company to have a bad name..
haiz..sickering...
but it's quite a sum lor.. arbo if i realli sian just let it go..
ai yo who ask mi so blur.. forget to contact.. wayne la..
he's the one who got lobang de =.='
zzzzzzzzzz
ya.. hopefully.. sky reach safety le wor..
we chat for a while on phone last night lol
over sea call mmm
i thought he's zhi wei lol
sound like him...
he dun sound like indonesian but.. like malaysian
ya hor.. he never tell mi when come back =.=' OMG
no need to play game together
oh boy.. right now.. my heart veri confused..
my brain.. dun seems to think abt gd things.....
mmm didi also at malaysia..
haiz.. no one company mi le.. =(
i miss ...
but..
mmmm
haiz.. hope tomorrow ok la... settle it off.. i wan to buy some stuff la tat's all
veri bad begging for money lol
i wan to go out on sun.. mmm..
get some comics from my friends..
i dun wan to go out with problems LOad inside my head...
well........ faster new sem.. in sch.
i just wan to start afresh..
everything...
xsilkx blogged on 8:16 PM
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lol
today EVERYONE LATE lol
hahhaa... guess who's the latest?
EVE lol
then we tease her abt it.. nearly make her treat us
lol but we not tat bad la
all pay la lol
we eat sushi ^^
Watlao till now still FULL wor
lol.... OMG lol
we use the new system =.='
OMG
lol.. i press dunoe which dish hehe 5 =.='
then suddenly POP out so MANY OMG
b4 it pop out.. =.='
we ORDER someother.. through the waiters =.='
OMG... some order never came after all ^^
lol.... hahaha...........
eat like mad lOL
then go walk walk... lol
BUY some clothes =.=' exp =.=
OMG.. lol.. use wrong money somemore hehe
lucky got friends willing to give mi some money lol
a.. mend for sem de books de la lOl
=D hahah over spend i think LOL
1st time wor..
i love the new tops and skirt ^^
haha BUT HEARTBROKEN =.= LOL
money flew.. lucky i got the bad habit to leave my ATM card at home lol
otherwise i SHOp until the last penny ^^
haha
we took some pictures la.. HAVING alot of difficuties wor LOL
those ppl so many so lousy de LOL...
somemore they themselves using digital camera and the pics =.=
SUx lol...
haha mayb not use to different one la
lol.. but also the skill won't until like tat wor..
haha i give them presents.. long also give presents
eve and ling.. owe lOl..
so cute sia..
hahaha.......
never take neoprint.. tooo tired le la
lol..
they say next outing.. K box =.=
BUT have to wait for next sem de holiday wor LOL..
jialat sia lOl..
time for my Game...
lol. my frien goin back to indonesia.. must company him ^^
tata *gone
xsilkx blogged on 10:45 PM
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^^ not realli done with this new layout..
nice or not lol.
wan to b something different than others la..
haha =D
the pictures not up yet ^^ hehehe
teh color might b changed
today warp up some of the presents lol
i realise those without boxes.. are poor thign.. i dunoe how i warp sia
lol..then cut my finger lol
cause i watch anime and.. warp ma..
tomorrw.. goin out with my gers ^^
mm dunoe should we go eat sushi ma ^^
haha BRoke le..
mmm
i haven got my pay.. so i need to beg for money lol
so got Free money for mi to use ma LOl =D
haha cause i use alot on the story books =D lol
jialat le wor
hahhaha
ya..maple story is cute la..
but =.=' JUmp those stuff i hate it LOL
i have to balance my time of playing lol
my ro level 94 le lol
but darren say he got 99 help mi play lor =D
weeeeeeeeee
hahaha
then again.. SO many ppl fall for the pic
thinking tat kor is my bf LOl..
omg =D haha.. ithink nowadays alot of ppl not close to own siblings ba
especially guy and the ger lol
well we got common interest ma
young we learn swimming together de ma..
sometime do drawings together ma..
catch anime together de ma =D
haha of course close la =D
ok time for games..arbo friends gonna kill mi agian =D
xsilkx blogged on 11:37 PM
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yo starting off today with a pic
GUESS WHO IS THIS with mi ?
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>>my KORKOR la.. real Blood korkor.. this pic taken.. on fri.. His pop ma =D
wow...........
dunoe y so many ppl always think he's my bf LOl
haha.. can fake ppl sia lol
tekong not bad la.. nice environment ONLI lol..
training =.=' ehhe i dunoe
hahha
wow look at them LOl.. so happy.. haha..flying caps wor
finally pop le ma lol
guys ah all like kids wor.. haha
haha.. always like tat de la.. lol
everyong got a child inside
feel so happy to see all like tat lOL.
wow.... kor's company wow.. near the sea side ^^
damn beautiful wor.. hehe
then happen to see my npcc senior in my kor's company
then.. one of my kor's friends happen to b my poly senior wor
haha.. talk alot wor.. ^^
wow.. friday night..dunoe y so many ppl msg mi in irc..
well just log in for fun lor.. so long never log in ma
at the same time log into my ex classmate de #sad
happen to noe.. a guy.. who's my kor's officer de cousin=.='
OMG world so small...
then y.. edison korkor so long never call mi pop out a gf =.='
omg.. another one..lol.. gd lor
haha
then he intro his frien eddy to mi =.='
who looks cute la.. but but...
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haha.. sat was damn boring.. cause server down my.. oxi IS ALWAYS AWAY ON WEEKENDS =.=' lol..
no games lor..
so went on rearrange and give my blog a new look..
haven done finish yet..gonna le la
well today.. go shopping with KOR
go to orchard lor
BROKE le la
lol spend ON BOOKS =.=' lol
i dunoe y mi and kor so crazy abt fantasy books
hahah bought one book.. which is about the characters in the comic 'shamen king'
then a thick big book 'The Sword of Shannara Trilogy' by Terry Brooks
^^ actualli wan to get whole series of some books. but calculate wow =.= few hundred sia wor.. Lol... save money 1st then buy it ba ^^
mummy gonna kill mi and korkor wor ^^
haha.. walk here and there.. get some cds... mm kor got the ffx-2 soundtrack
i got da pump de remix ^^ wee wee
hehe.. then we GO arcade PLAY game =.=
lol.. haha.. i think 1st time go arcade with kor hor
haha.. young.. i never go with him
haha.. he also lol.. he normally play at friends' hse
and mi .. in.. arcade lol... with my squadmates.. and my juniors ^^
have quite alot of fun..
b4 we head home around evening time
and here i am.. bo liao blogging here lol =D night ppl.. *sweet dreams
xsilkx blogged on 11:13 PM
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............::::::::::If You're Not The One::::::::::............
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
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** this song is damn nice..if.. u wan the mp3.. ask from mi i got ^^ a great song!!
xsilkx blogged on 3:33 PM
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wow I can't BELIEV mi WATCHING IT
=.=' lol.. tat time when the show 1st STARTED i heck care it
lol.. onli RECENTLY i got watch ONLI LOL
well actualli tat time got david i got watch la.. hehe... find david cute dunoe y
haha then he out.. i *faint LOL...
TAufix's VOICE REALLI GD SIA.. compare to SLY he ROCKS ALOT la
lol.. sly is.. mmm.. performance.. his AN JING iS GD lol
i love tat song ALOT ALOT lol.. he not bad la
BUT CAN"T REPLACE JAY WAHAHA
=P haha
he sing rock song not bad wor.. lol.. ai ya ppl got rock band de wor LOl
ya FINALLY CLEAR OF CLEANING MY CUPBOARD o.o
ALL SIA.. LOl.. so happy ^^ hahah...
i THROW OUT ALOT ALOT OF STUFF WOR
SOME EVEN I TREASURE ALOT
i wan TO LET GO ALL BAD MEMORIES.. ^^ WELCOME ALL THE NEW ONE THE GD ONES
=D can't wait for it lol...
mm ya hor.. i haven do any drawing yet lol.. MY SKILL GONNA RUST LE LA
OMG..
today looking at friendster.. somehow feel realli happy..
well.. those friends who last time jio mi .. all got gfs le ^^
gd wor.. some r gd friends ma..
glad they found a partner wor.. hope tat ger realli gd to my frien -- leon wor
tat one.. haha.. alot of misunderstanding never get together lol..
last night have a lame CHAT with philips
lol he's COMPLAINING.. how come noe mi SO LONG never meet..
i noe him since he yr 1 in np to now he yr 3 LOL..
he everytime ask personal questions de =.='
wan to die sia lol..
crapping halfway.. he say go smoke.. later call mi back
turn up to return a sms.. saying he go slp too tired..
guys AH.. always like tat.. wan to die ah...
ya friens jio mi to go zouk today lol.. for someone de party but hor.. mmm
who's the birthday guy/ger ah lol
but then postposed la...
lol.. and mi not goin la LOL... =D
wy lol.. yesterday keep pestering mi to say yes de.. so bad de hor
haha..
i always forget to set a date to go out with him sia..
jialat.. hope he forget abt it LOL
=D i'm damn bad sia LOL.. live in same area but lazy to meet lol..
ya.. and HOR.. OMG FLAnnery wAT LAO.. LAST TIME SO PRO IN MAGIC DE GATHERING DE WOR lol..
so shocking.. top 50 singaporean wor.. =.=' asian top 2000(the number is right hor)
lol..then he show mi some cards lol..
ten explain the new type for mi..
i listen till blur blur wor
right now listening to 'If you're not the one -- Daniel beddingfield'
OMG IT's damn nice.. must tahnk flannery cause his blog he put this song lol
cause i LOVE This song.. YET DUNOE WAT title who sing LOL..
i will put the... lyrics up .. tomorrow or wat.. CAUSE realli meaningful!!
ya ONE OF my DEAREST sis (i realli treat her as my younger sis^^)
haha she's free next wed to fri.. so now waiting for yokeling to MAKE which day she OFF..
then we and long go OUT together ^^
so long we 4 never together..
haha.. onli got those last time neoprints...
haha the one we wearing OG de lor
REALLI can't wait.. although i in sch see long la..
even got come my hse i help her project ..
mmm yokeling b4 tat time 1st sem start LOl
MISS U ALl.. haha..
eve broke again OMG LOl.
tat ger ah.. anyhow spend again lol..
must b on food.. haha.. love to eat =D
we ALL LOVE TO EAT ^^
lol.. looking forward for the happy time next week ^^
ya.. got this from another eve^^, one of my dear sis de blog
abt love..
haha...
read it wor.. find it realli true and meaningful
All abt luv....
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.
But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.
In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on & when to let go!
You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy,
even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again,
for you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.
Love strives in hurting.
If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time.
Though the hurting is still there to test you, it is to help you grow.
Don't find love, let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall.
You just fall.
You can't finish a book without closing its chapters.
If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.
It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering & growing.
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on
& holding on when u need to let go.
We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else
who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal & then get back on the horse.
But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.
To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure.
But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing!
To reach for another is to risk involvement,
to expose your feelings is to expose true self;
to love is to risk not to be loved in return.
How to define love:
Fall but don't stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
Love is like a knife.
It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime.
Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.
Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be & where they choose to be.
For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days & fruitless years, you should give thanks,
for u know, that there were the things that helped you grow.
Loving someone means giving him/her the freedom to find his/her way,
whether it leads towards you or away from you.
Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful,
for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.
If you're not ready to cry,
if you're not ready to take the risk,
if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because everytime we do, we get hurt, and then that's why it's called falling in love.
xsilkx blogged on 11:15 PM
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