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someone who's actually
very a simple and cheerful ger,
but dun test her temper.
currently studying in NYP!
in DIT =P
ya also.. single but not available lol =P
Birthday : ~+ 14th of sept'1986 +~
Email : ~+ sxh86@yahoo.com +~
 (this is to contact mi & also moi email to friendster)

Favourite things to do :
╬ going online
╬ chatting
╬ watching animes
╬ drawing
╬ playing games

Former schools: Xinghua Pri & YuYing Sec

**f|o0d h3r3!!**




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{ C ] hin Boon
{ C ] hio Hui
{ C ] hloe
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{ D ] ickson
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{ E ] velyn
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{ J ] osephine
{ J ] un Hao
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{ L ] erelyn
{ L ] im Pin
{ L ] i Ting
{ L ] ynn
 { M ] axwell
{ M ] iko
{ M ] ing Yen
{ M ] ojo
{ P ] at
{ S ] ean
{ S ] hao Hong
{ S ] ky
{ S ] tephanie
{ W ] axxx
{ W ] ei Ping
{ W ] inson
{ Y ] ating




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..:: my LIFE ::..

July 2004
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 September 2004
 November 2004
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 January 2005
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 August 2005
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 November 2005
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{Wednesday, May 11, 2005 . =( kanna locked =.=}

mmm everything's almost ok le..
but now.. came mummy into the screen
*sigh......
how come she never ever.. realli listen to mi
somore this time.. i realli change my tone talking to her

she's complaining.. y keep go sch..
y be free labour and stuff
omg.. she dun even.. noe.. this kind of things comfirm got ppl do de ma
then she say y should i b the one..
now.. asking mi to put off everything..
already done so much then ask mi put off.
sec sch. tat time..
learn kayarking for wat...
blah blah.
coz of that..
she last time.. already agree to let mi in the water sport..when i go poly
then suan suan la.. after o level i got skin problem
she against it like ma..
understabale but i still angry with her
i never even show out lor =.='''
it's somethign i love alot lor.....
yet giving up.. for her.. omg =.=''

make mi regret.. so many things i never done at all lor..
though this time. not much big events.. but..
still the same somehow

she has her right to angry...
but..... canot just think of yaself ma..
must think of others too..
tat's how i feel abt life..
y.. she has to onli care... like so selfishly..
i noe.. she was actualli sad n worry..
keep seeing mi late home.. then go out early ..
the others also the same
then she would just say.. care abt yaself.. dun care abt others =.=''
but... everyone is the same wat..

then she say.. if u never find a job then rest at home....
y keep go sch sch
but.. i miss the friends i made.. over the camps and preparation

sorri tat.. i never pick up her phone.. my hp in silent mode ma..
how would i noe..
then somemore realli suan. hp low batt...... =.=

realli feel bad.. she wait for mi to come home..
b4 she went to bed..
coz she noes i was feeling some stuff.. recently again =.=''
haiz...
wondering how to tell her..
i wanna to go to sch.. tomorrow lor...
i wanna to hear wat's up from the cc.
and wanna print out.. stuff..
and tomorrow shirts...
tat's all..

realli envious ppl who can just talk to their mum
n their mum will listen to them.
n do their favourite stuff together
wan to fully enjoy my stuff also can't...
coz will some how worry abt her..
sigh....
thigns she dun like... everytime i suan suan i like
i love outdoor she loves indoor
she expected us to like tat..
tat's y.. ah kor..worried abt no gf =.=''

mummy then say.. let fate.. decide
but sometime the fate is there..
and yet.. sometime ppl let it go .. like tat lor

mummy mummy,
i noe wat the hell u r thinking.......
but do u noe wat we thinking?
u onli noes we onli siao abt funs and stuff..
but do u ever .. listen to how we feel...
i dunoe how to ever..tell u how i feel..
when u never even wan to listen..

we already growing up le... can't hold till like this
somemore.. haiz.. i remember.. tat time she hospitatlise
at her confussed state... she confessed..
she fear one day.. losing us..
haiz... i noe everyone.. every mum will feel this way..
but always letting her..
also veri bad to myself right?
mummy i care.. but can u realli care abt my heart ma?
my passion.. my thoughts... my everythign
n my tears...


xsilkx blogged on 2:04 PM

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