i'm crying now, badly~~
xsilkx blogged on 2:38 AM
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congrat to friends who's selected for the word skill competition ^^though u guys going through a tough selection i think..coz the competition.. is u got onli 3 days to complete the stuff..mmm.. ah kor tell mi de....he's one of those who kanna selected..but.. got kick out.. at the last few rounds.. b4 the... actual competition haha.. he was too tired... veri stresswell.. even pro also kanna kick off lor.. ah kor got one frien realli pro in everything also kanna kick off..it's for u guys to find out.. ^^mi noob ^^BUT WISH u guys all the best...it's worth a try.. and gain new experience ^^and it's a competition which held every 2 yrs... hehe.. try ya best ba ^^ talk abt something else ba actualli.. this one.. read long time ago...i bo liao put put lor... haha..actualli got reasons de la..lol.. coz many so many of my friends have gf le wor =.='realli alot wor.. haha..example la.. recently.... my gd frien put plane on mi.. coz of his gf =.='' not realli his gf.. partly lawe agree some time ago.. he even dare to forget the dates... he choose and let mi agree with it =.='1st time.. he like this to mi lor.. sad...does he realli love his gf... i wonder.. coz.. alot of my guy friends like tat (tat refers to something else )pls kindly treat mi with respect.. lor.. i'm not a replacement for ya gf for sure...though mayb last time we suppose to b together.but u throw away tat chance yaself.. i always give chance =.=' tat's so silly of mi..last time...do i noe wat's love????.. i dun think sodo realli ppl noe wat's love...now.. mayb i noe.. mayb noti'm not surei think i might have fallen for someone..but not telling .. actualli told le..but... =( haha.. coz..mayb .. too soon...but i realli feel the pain..when he's down..and stuff...*sigh.........study comes 1st...i'm avoiding.. like wat wayne.. said..ya.. wayne.. hope u enjoy ya trip in taiwan today..*****************************************************************************
It's something to ponder upon...
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's/he's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her/him confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her/him?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of?
- It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
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Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong?
Then it's LOVE.
Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him?
Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is?
Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret??
Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death??
Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.
It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.
Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!!
I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past... Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal..
But one day when u truly fall in love..remember to let the 'someone' know..to suffer a moment of embarassment is better than letting your happiness fly away forever...
xsilkx blogged on 11:58 PM
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so many bad things happened
BUt today veri happy in sch..
haha..
today keep disturb dickson..
ahha.. then jap class is veri fun.
Sing songs ^^
CK they all veri lame ^^
so BAD and noti LOL...
enjoy crapping with them
then learn new stuff from justin ^^
weee.. then never slack at ASP lecture...
Scan shawn's card.. LOL...
but shawn's sick today... ithink..
call him.. then realise he's at the clinic..hope he's fine..
jap got..ICA part 40% got D+...
nvm la... coz.. i never concentrade lor..
haiz..
SO MUST JIA YOU...
mmm.. then talk to friends..
abt stuff..
noe stuff... and also comfirm.. wat i noe...
mmm then everyone cheering mi up
i was in fire..
then dad give mi water melon =.='
mmm thankz dad anyway..
*Sigh.. jes.. not feeling well.. ger.. hope u recover soon ok?
mmm.. i go.. mm rest then.. MM.. revise com skill
xsilkx blogged on 12:01 AM
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lol.......so stressso tiredwan to faintshout omgwow.......i think i live so long.. never been so stress.i dun get exam stress... b4...haha.. if my result poor is always due to my mood..but this time....stress so much of the so many projects..just wanna do well baor am i.. avoiding something..i ask myself..haha.. sometime.. seriously..if i wan to cover up..my unhappinessi would do tat..when i do tat i might even noe lOlkk...this week..wow..i been always out i realise....haha...meet... heston... ber..sky... mmm..eddy..did i meet ah boi.. LOL.. i dun rememberalot of food..especially my favourite food become tastless..went shopping today at orchard.. just buy a nice.. hand made earring..mmm wan to buy a nice dress.. but it's free size.........ANd too big....actualli 40++ then offer.. 20+ .. 40 % discount.sigh.. thought can wear tat.. to sri's function lorthen go this fashion =.=' dun seems...much.. lorhaha.. take my time to look for the right dress bai think i fat le...dunoe lori been 1 yr blah never train le lor.haha...time to train again......faster my dear skin.. recover.......iwanna go swimming.. i realli miss the feeling of swimming...... but i keep sleep so little how to recoverthen went back to OG orchardthey not closing down lahaha..then.. chat with those nice aunties ^^miss them alot.... hehe...buy pimple cream for korkor..noti noti.. never take care..haha... always need mi to teach him de =.='then thankz eddy.. company mi to librarygot the boook i wan..i veri seldom show i'm stress to anyone.. hahabut i showed to u haha..dun worry la...after.. projects and.. exams..i wanna to OGL camp to relax lolcamp to mi .. just relax..dun care leadership or notactualli no such things as leadership camp de la....u can't train a leader through tat.. and sometime it's bias..haha...but many.. still dunoe.. hahatat's too bad...ok.. time to learn networking.. i haven learn lol...tata*gonez
xsilkx blogged on 10:33 PM
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