ok.. dunoe y i wan to say out.. it's hurts alot lor.. too many stuff

i never been like this lor haha.. so many 1st time.. mmm.. gone...

1st time i realli treat someone so special wor..

this one is to him.. haha although yesterday got some msg to him le.. but.. this one.. explains all my actions

mmm.. remmeber ah.. we go bugis right.. u told mi u smoke right.. i was angry..then i say u cant kiss mi right.. but then i still give u peeks ma..then allow u... already obvious le lor... (at least u r honest with mi,i'm glad)

then hor.. holding hands... u ask mi.. y i seems uncomfortable holding tat way.. actualli got meaning de la..

then u see at home.. mmm.. even mum around.. still give u peeks.. didn't u wonder how come i so dare ma... and didn't u see mi so happy when u say my food nice ma...

and also y i tat time say wan to take neoprint together.. just wan to remember it a special day.. but i hold on.. till.. nth happen

tat after tat de mon.. my last paper.. tat day..remember when ya friends lie goin to toilets..then i held ya hand shyly.. mmm.. i never do tat b4.. u even ask mi.. shy ah... u should noe de ma

hahaha.. didn't u realise i already treat u as my bf le ma although i say still friends.. but i already show out le... my actions not obvious ah??...not everythign have to say out de ma... tat's y on mon on the bus i was so sad.. u ask mi wat if u can't quit smoking.. i wasn't angry... i was upset.. u never notice .. i held ur hand tight tight.. cause dun wan u to go ma.. u never see how i dun bear when u going home on sat ma.. i wan to say.. i agree to... but.. i wasn't given a chance.. i told u...i like alot of things.. settle face to face..then wed.. u say those things.. then i wait.. then yesterday.. haiz..

ok la.. say all this also no use ma.. 1stly u dun even noe whether u like mi.. u not sure.. u're so confuess.. y i say here.. i hide in my heart too long.. if i noe ...sat intro u to my parents..as bf le...

hahaa.. sound silly hor...

i write here.. at least i think u might have the chance to read it.. cause.. mmm .. i wan u to understands wat's my meaning under all my actions.. and also y i dun like ppl say sorry to mi.. i prefer actions.. actions speak alot louder..and much sinerce ma.. but.. if one not senstive then die right... cause i make u say out.. wat u feel.. i wan u to noe also... this is not to bother u.also not to make u feel bad. but let u noe.. i mean.. alot of things.. are special because of the actions but not words...i wan u to noe y i reall tat sad lor(u failed ya com skill ah Lol actions more than words wor)

other stuff:

ok la.. last night.. never eat dinner.. try to eat breakfast.. can't eat... dunoe y.. i was damn hungry.. then i just eat fishballs =.=' go work.. lol.. working.. lunch worse... normally can eat alot.. i just eat abit abit onli.. just 1 quarter... then just now my dinner.. i eat so little like..the amt was like.. how much i ate when i was.. pri 1,2 lol.. so little wor...

then at work.. i do finish my work ok la.. but hor..damn forgettful ahha.. i keep leave out somethign when i'm packing LOL.. so i double check check de LOL .. i was sad.. i just look at the pic.. we took.. feel better le la.. hahah...

jiejie helps mi and bully mi at work haha..

hahah tomorrow suppose no work..can play game.. but still have work..

1stly they employed mi as sales asst..but..in the end these 3 days mi busy packing and folding things.. make my finger bleed..today also got abit lor.. lucky not paper... even worse lro.. tomorrow make mi come to work... to do... help in the shop =.=' how come got office and shop ... sian..pay little do so many ah.. kns de wor.. i'm at level 2 wor LOl.. if not wrong..02-08 ba.. i mean the shop la.. haha..not sure la.. so tomorrow reporting .. hehe..might jialat..

i think mayb sometime i realli should sneak out late at night.. the feeling is damn different.. so relaxing.. haha.. who wan to company mi ..tell mi hor... hope tomorrow.. =.=' i can eat more ba.. haha.. i dun like this feeling lor.. realli hungry but cant eat .. ahhaa