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someone who's actually
very a simple and cheerful ger,
but dun test her temper.
currently studying in NYP!
in DIT =P
ya also.. single but not available lol =P
Birthday : ~+ 14th of sept'1986 +~
Email : ~+ sxh86@yahoo.com +~
 (this is to contact mi & also moi email to friendster)

Favourite things to do :
╬ going online
╬ chatting
╬ watching animes
╬ drawing
╬ playing games

Former schools: Xinghua Pri & YuYing Sec

**f|o0d h3r3!!**




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..:: my LIFE ::..

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{Friday, November 19, 2004 . so wat am i .. can anyone tell mi.. i'm getting no place here.. I AM NOTHING OK!!!>> }

ok.. 1stly.. y i accidently click to his blog and read..
oh man.. he miss her.. so wat am i .. tat time.. mmm
SO AM I a replacemen???t..
so.. tat's all i am..right?

is ya reason.. cause we realli different the real reason ma..
i dun think so lor.. IT'S u.. WHO still think of her..
even ppl who are REALLI different also can last de lor..
i mean.. not blaming u.. BUT how could u do this to mi..
i mean.. so in the end i'm the one who fall deep with u..
BUT it seems like i'm dun mean anythign to u at all lor... NOT At ALL.. DUN even worth a thing LOR

tat one. u think.. recall the past.. the past of wat.. YA ex or wat..
ppl live the future not the past .. boi..
arrr.. forget it.. tat time also say wait.. ya.. la.. all bullshit lor
u onli seems to WAIT FOR HER..
HER O LEVEL ENDING SOON le WAT

2ndly Y AM I SO UNLUCKY TO PRESS AND LINK TO HIS BLOG!!!
SOMEMORE.. CAME HOME KANNA SCOLDED FOR NOTHING...
then sit here.. GOT TO READ IT..

i just take train hOME ma.. nothing wrong lor.. then mum kpkb. then say.. mi wan to flirt around wat BULL SHIT
as if I WAN TO WORK LIKE TAT AH..
JUST WAN TO TAKE AWAY HER BURDEN THEN IT BECOMES MY BURDEN>>
SOURCE OF PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ppl always like tat.. neither.. FAKE promises..nor this and that..

today actualli veri happy at work.. decorate for christmas..
planning wat to buy present.. then planning who to go out with.. next month
and make presents.. this and tat.. 3rdly Y I MEET MY FRIEN TODAY!!!

ok.. talking abt him. ya la.. always GD TO MI.. BUT PLS LOR>. <>.<>> DUN SEEMS TO BE RIGHT IN THE PLACES LOR>> THIGNS>> JUST CHANGED>> IN @ WEEKS =.=' WTF IS THIS WORLD>> I HATE BEING THE NICE ONE..
ALTHOUGH I"M NASTY AT TIMES>> I USED WORDS TO HURT>>
BUT MY ACTIONS DUN MEAN TAT LOR..
those realli noe mi then NOE!!!

4thLY.. GUYS AH>> PLS FARK OFF IF U NOT SERIOUS LOR..
I HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!
DUN BLAME MI IF I SLASM PHONE OR WAT EVER SHIT LOR

then 5thly. TODAY WAN TO SMOKE.. SI ZHU LA>. DUN LET MI =.='
WTF.. THIS DUN LET TAT DUN LET>> WON"T DIE RIGHT
DIE ALSO NOTHING WAT>>
ALL BULL SHIT LOR..
WORK SO HARD FOR NOTHING>>
LIKE WAT YUAN SAY LOR..
NOW I NOE HOW HE FEELS..
his family.. then SOMEONE HE LOVES WHICH IS MI BUT I DUN LOVE HIM
THEN BLAH BLAH>>

so HAPPEN TO mi la.. cause i like tat TREAT HIM LOR
SO SERVE MI RIGHT .. i WOULD SAY RIGHT>>>
AARHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........
i got tones of responsible to HOLD ON TO>>
I PROMISE MY OWN KORKOR>..
NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO MI>>
Y HE GO NS>>> LEAVE MI ALL ALONE AT HOME>>
NO ONE>> SAYANG MI>> KORKOR>> I MISS U ALOT LOR
even IF U COME HOME ALSO so SHORT...
AND SO MANY THIGNS I CAN"T TELL U....
CAUSE MUM ALWAYS AROUND OR U TOO BUSY..
AM I TOO STRESS UP WITH MUM.. i mean..
IT"S ALL MY FAULT WAT HAPPEN..
YA I SAY PPL DUN LEAVE IN THE PAST..
BUT HOW COULD ONE FORGET HOW I CAUSE MY OWN MUM TO B HOSPITALISED
AND>>>..her family SIDE SO MANY PROBLEMS
THIS AND TAT
i THOUGHT SOMEONE WOULD jusT MAKE MI FEEL BETTER
BUT IT TURN TO B WORSE THAN I EVER THOUGHT...
IS TAT LIFE>.
MANY PPL THINKS I"M MATURE IN MY THINKING>>
BUT LISTEN CAREFULLY PPL>>>>
I'M NOT I CAN'T HANDLE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP
I CAN'T STAND THE PAIN..
HURT TO NOE.. HURT TO STAND UP AGAIN
SO FAR I ONLI>> BREAK DOWN>> ABT 50% LOR
IF REALLI BREAK DOWN U WONT SEE MI DE LOR>> SHOULD BE IN THE HOSPITAL LOR

so 6thly WAT AM I>.<>> IN THE WORLD !!!
NOTHING>>> FOR FUN>> WAT SHIT..
ppl ALWAYS SAY PLAN THINGS>>W ILL WORK WELL
FOR MI IS ALWYS DUN PLAN>>THEN BEST DE...(depending)

today thought OF WRITING A HAPPY ENTRY BUT TURNS UP TO B THIs...
glad tomorrow off.. at least.. can ... dunoe la..
mayb i stress too much abt my mum
i dunoe y.. i mean ..
i dun wan to lost a love one..
i lost my grandma.. u noe how mi and my kor hold on to our tears
cause dad say.. when someone passed away.. u can't let the person noe u cry..
or he/ she might.. not able to leave peacefully..

i'm damn FARKING STRESS
I lost ALL MY CONFIDENCE>> u NOE.. HOW BADLY IS IT
tat time.. CCA.. LOST IT.. though to SOME PROBLEMS LA>>
i lOST PART>>>>>>>> NOW>>>>>> WAT DO I HAVE..
mayb still hAVE but i dunoe..
wat AM I >> CAN SAY ONE TELL MI
WAN TO DO STUPID THINGS ALSO CAN't..
IT"S THE RESPONSBILE THING TAT BOTHER MI
WHY CANT I CAN"T THIS SHINK AWAY FROM MI!!!

Y MUST I B RESPONSBILE..
WAT LAO>> SAY UNTIL I ALSO BLUR LE LA
WHY SEC 3 I GOT LEARN AND BECOME MORE RESPONSBILE
AND THINK DIFFERENT
WAT"S THE USE..
WHY THINKING BEING SO DIFFERENT FOR OTHER TEENAGERS...
SHOULD I HAVE FUN MY OWN TOO MA?
should b LIKE VIN say.. have fun fullest to the life..
u live ONLI ONCE..
it's true.. BUT.. AHHHHH just can't let so la..
why can't i b happy..
y can't.. u noe it happen SINce SEC 2
ok.. haviNG 1st BF
THEN NEARLY KANNA RAPE>. WTF..
THEN>> MM THIS AND TAT>> WAT BULL SHIT..

sec 1 FROM EXPRESS DOWN TO NA..
FAIL ENGLISH..
THOUGH DO VERI WELL FOR OTHERS..
THEN SEC3 , 4 this PROBLEMS AND TAT
then SEC 4 N LEVEL RESULT VERI GD..
BUT I WAN TO GO ITE
EVERYONE KP.. IF I GO>> I WONT B LIKE BLOGGING RIGHT?
THEN GO SEC 5.. O LEVEL TIME.. BREAK DOWN..
CAUSE MY EX..
U SEE ALL MY As GONE..
NO As 1ST TIME LOR..
WONDERING HOW I ALWAYS keep GETTING SCHOLARSHIP
EVEN IF I NEVER STUDY
WTF... SO MANY BULL SHIT..
THEN ABT THIS TIME>> LAST YR>> FOUND OUT>> WAT MY EX>> DONE
THIS AND TAT>>
THEN GONNA CHRISTMAS>> THEN WAT HAPPEN TAT TIME..
WAT THE SHIT AM I RECALLING ALL THOSE SHIT..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!

i mean .. a frien la. not bf la..
i worse THAN U W LOR..
those things u GOT NOT WORSE THAN MI LOR
hiaz.. wat's the use.. saying u.. dun feel gd anyway..
I NEVER FEEL TAT AHHHHHHH
even for the last bf.. those who noes it.. realli BAD.. THIS ONE.. WORSE..
u cAN FEEL IT>> THE HEART BEAT SO PAIN>>
CAN I JUST STOP IT FROM MOVING>. A NATURAL DEATH LA..
but sian won't COME THIS SOON
ya.. GO THROW ALL FOOD AWAY
ALL MY HUNGER GONE..
go home faster FOR FOOD
tehn END UP THIS AND TAT..
OH MAN Y I MISS U.. NOT LIKE I"M FEELING VERI LONELY>> BUT REALLI MISS U ALOT ALOT


xsilkx blogged on 10:40 PM

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approached the guy she admired.. Upon
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with each other..The lady was so happy
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She was not pretty.. She had to remember this all
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her out on that night.. There was no reason for her
to say NO.. That night, they went to a restaurant
for dinner.. She was not pretty..This was proven to
her at that night..When the guy told her that he
had a crush on another lady. her heart was
crushed into pieces by her own crush.. but she
didnt say a word.. She knew it.. She was not
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She was not pretty.. and she knew she wont get
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She was not pretty..but maybe her powerful love
brought her guy back to her..One day, the guy
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him..he was all in tears and didnt know where to
go..

She was not pretty.but she loved him.. She wiped
the tears off the guy and gave a warm hug..The
guy felt the warm feel gush through his nerves and
touch his heart deep inside..he realized that this is
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She was not pretty..but she found her love
finally..and she was happy ...